Not Everyone Can Be a Hero (Villian Deku AU)

Chapter 2: Different Outlooks

DIFFERENT OUTLOOKS

Izuku looked down at the busy street down below from the top of the school building where he was standing on top of. He had no emotions at the time. Usually, he would've been sick to his stomach and begging to get off the roof. But this time, something as different.

He watched cars and students cruise by as he took a deep breath.

"All my life all I've been living in is a dream, wanting to be something more than a quirkless loser. Without a quirk I'm just was kacchan tells me I am..."

The boy began to step closer to the edge as a cold gust of wind breezed by his face causing him to finch a bit.

"Maybe what kacchan said is right, maybe if I kill myself I'll be reborn with a quirk, better than living quirkless in this stupid life I'm already in..."

The hopeless boy stretched out his arms and closed his eyes. He let his body go limp as he fell off the roof of the building.

He heard screams from down below as he felt the air flowed through his hair and his heart began to increase in beats.

"Kacchan, thank you...I'll finally be in peace now"

The boy's body suddenly crashed into a wall ledge of the school building. His arm bone's shattered as he opened his eyes and let out a scream of absolute pain.

Now as he began to fall now in pain and anguish he was watching the sky slowly become farther and farther.

Reaching his arm out one last time at the sun he smashed onto the concrete. His body went completely limp and his consciousness knocked out. Blood seeped through his school clothes and stain the concrete. The school children screaming and crying in terror from the ungodly sight.

Subconsciously he muttered under his breath as blood seeped down his face

"it's hot.....its cold..."

Dream state

Izuku twitched his hand before he felt the bedsheets of his soft bed. He grasped onto it and had a moment to realize what was happening and he slowly opened his eyes

His vision was blurred completely. And his ear's were ringing. Izuku looked down at his hand and balled up his fist and gave himself a punch onto the side of his face. Making a bit impact he was able to see better but the ringing wasn't gone.

He sat up in his bed and scanned the room. His room was the same as he'd left it. The same All Might merchandise. He jumped out from the covers and glanced at his window and saw it was nighttime. Then he heard something outside his room that was something from his nightmares.

He slowly shuffled his feet over to the doorway with a deadpan expression he could see himself as a small child crying his eyes out to his mother pointing at the computer monitor which was playing the video where All Might saved many people from a burning bus

"C-can I be a hero too m-mom"

Izuku gritted his teeth from the sight as tears began streaming down his face too. He turned around and immediately as he did he collapsed into a void that opened up from under him

All around him he could see katsuki's face everywhere including his own mother and the doctor who gave him his diagnosis.

"Stupid fucking izuku!"

"Izuku I'm so sorry..."

"I'm sorry miss Midoriya but your son will not have a quirk"