My Drug Lord:Family First (Sequel)

Chapter 10

"Mariah!" I screamed as she pulled off frantically.

"what the fuck just happened " Princess asked me ,in total shock

"The hell if I know , I don't have time for this " I walked back across the street to my car.

"wait !Where are you going ?" Princess jogged behind me.

"Home ,where else?" I asked getting in my car.

"You can't just go home. What the fuck yo. We have to go in there . That's where she come from . Somebody has to know something " Princess yelled.

" Yeah , we can go in there and get shot !" I laughed ,shaking my head at the stupid comment she had just made.

"It's not funny ! That's our friend" she tried to silently plead with me.

"I understand your eagerness ,but for all we know it could be someone else .Look , ill talk To Shawn about it when I get home ok ?" I promised her , since she looked like she was gonna have a heart attack.

"Ok. But really do it . I have a feeling somethings up and this wasn't accidental!" She warned , while backing into her truck.

"Yeah , I bet " I sarcastically said , pulling off .

When I walked into my house , I immediately got pissed off. The tv was on , food was everywhere in the living room and the smell of alcohol was invading my nostrils.

"You can not be serious !" I shook my head and began picking up after my husband.

"Shawn!" I called from the bottom of the stairs. I could hear the music blasting , and I was sure my kids had gotten woken from all the noise. I held my stomach and slowly climbed the stairs , praying that one of the twins didn't kick on my way up.

I got to the room and twisted the door knob .

"Shawn !" I yelled again when I didn't see him right away. When I got closer in the room ,I shook my head at the sight in front of me. He was laying naked in the bathrooms doorway.

"Get up" I mugged him in disgust. He groaned and rolled onto his back.

"and turn this damn music off !its too early !" I nagged ,pulling the cord to his Ihome.

I felt his hands snake around my waist .

"Don't touch me " I moved out of his grasp and took my shoes off.

"Stop playing with me , your my wife. You don't love me or sittin?" Shawn slurred , obviously drunk off his ass.

" I love you sometimes " I replied dryly , undressing as I walked over to my closet.

" I love you baby. I love our kids . I love our life . I love everything that is a part of you . I'm a ass hole. I fucked up . But believe me when I say I will never hurt you like this again ,if you would just please forgive me" he pleaded , plopping down onto the bed.

I pretended as though I wasn't listening but in reality I was silently crying while I went through my night gowns . I wiped my eyes and put on my red ,see through gown.

" I love you more than I love myself sometimes Shawn. I wanna hate you , I really do but I can't. You complete me and this game that I've been playing is not what I want . I'm just scared. I'm scared to love you the same way " I cried ,with his head pressed against my chest.

Instead of hearing a reply I felt his hand slide up my thighs . I immediately put one leg on the bed. I was so sexually frustrated I felt like I needed to let it happen.

"oohhh" I moaned when I felt his finger enter my wet tunnel. I could feel him making the "come here" motion inside me ,making my knees buckle.

"ba-ba-babe " I moaned . He smiled a devious grin and picked me up , pushing us against the wall .