My Drug Lord:Family First (Sequel)

Chapter 17

"You ready ?" Shawn asked me , stepping into the master bathroom.

"Almost" I sighed , and fluffed my hair out before slipping on my lace gloves and black hat.

Today was Princesses funeral and although Shawn and I aren't on the best terms we decided it would make more sense to go together , since that was the way P remembered us .

"The kids are all dressed downstairs ,were ready when you are" Shawn said before walking away .

I stepped into my room and looked into the mirror in front of me . It was all so unreal for me. I never thought for one second that id be getting dressed for a funeral ,that was my best friends at that. I didn't do funerals. They made me uncomfortable but I made sure the funeral was everything she deserved .

"Ok , keep it together " I told myself , wiping my tears and straightening the dress I had on with my sweaty palms.

Seconds later I was down stairs fixing my daughter Sevyns dress .

"Mommy , where are we going ? " She asked me , when I handed her ,her Chanel bag.

"To a funeral baby" I told her , grabbing LaMiracle and putting her in her car seat.

"What's a funeral?" Khamryn butt in.

"A funeral is somewhere you go to see dead people right mom?" Sevyn asked.

"Sort of , but its more of a celebration of the passed ons life" I added.

", who funeraled?" Kham questioned , not really understanding . I lightly laughed and kissed his forehead .

"Its who died baby , but your Auntie Princess did. I don't expect either of you to really understand what's going on , but later you will" I told them before opening the front door for us all.

"ill drive" Shawn offered . I nodded and followed him out the door to his Range.

"Did you get the baby's bottle ?" I asked , after strapping then kids in.

"I have everything ready , stop stressing ma" Shawn showed me the diaper bag and got in the car. I rounded the truck and got in the passenger side , resting my head into the seat.

"So , are you guys having fun with daddy?" I broke the silence , not wanting to dwell on our destination.

"Yeah , he gives us lots of ice cream and pizza almost everyday. You don't give us that stuff mom" Sevyn boasted.

I glared at my soon-to-be-exhusband .

"That's because you're not supposed to eat like that or else your teeth will rotten and you'll have brown teeth"

"i want brown teeth" Khamryn laughed.

"No , that's so nasty . I wont be eating any of that nonsense anymore " Sevyn turned her lips up."Hey mom , will i he able to play with Katrina?"

"Uhmm , i don't know baby. She might not be in the mood and if she's not i want you to respect that ok?"

"Ok, but if she is can she spend the night with me at daddy's. I get lonely sometimes"

"well , after today Katrina is going back to New York with her auntie and grandmother" I frowned . I hated having to see her go. Especially for this particular reason.

"Ok mom " she sighed , looking at her feet. I faced forward and mentally prepared myself for the last time id see my friend.

30 minutes later , we pulled up to Princesses funeral. There were at least 300 people there and no parking . I kind of was glad Shawn had to circle the block a few times because I wasn't ready and I knew it . When he finally did park , he smiled lightly at me and rubbed my hand .