My Perfect Life

So Much Tears

Alex: Bae? Don't do it please. Tell me what's wrong.

I didn't want to answer instead I went to the bathroom. Closing the door behind me. Locking it as well.

Alex: Babe?
Alex: Where are you?
Alex: Please don't go!
Alex: I'm calling the ambulance. Hold on baby.

My phone continuously went off. Buzz after buzz after buzz. I realized we had pills in the cabinet. Did I really want to do this? I had a living baby inside me. Ugh. Then I heard knocks at the door. I quickly opened the bottle of sleeping pills. Took about 9 or 10 and shoved them in my mouth. I drunk out of the water faucet. Whoever it was kept on knocking.

Alex: I'm at the airport. I'm coming babe. Don't do anything stupid.
Alex: Please.

My head filled with thoughts. My breath became shallow. My chest concaved. Sweat filled my face as my body collapsed on the floor. I heard the door slam. Maybe it was police. I don't know. My eyes slowly closed, and foam started running out of my mouth. Before I knew it I was out cold. Maybe alive or dead.

After a few seconds, my life flashed before my eyes. The next thing I see is a bright light.

Alex's POV
I dragged my bag full of stuff to the car. Rushing as fast as I could. I got in the car, slammed the keys into the ignition and drove home as fast as the car could go. The car was probably going at 110 mph. I zoomed through traffic and making it right up the street from my house in less then 6 minutes. My heart raced. I couldn't loose her now. God this was all my fault.

I got about 15 meters from my house and I spot ambulance right outside the door. I pulled up in front of the ambulance truck and seen Y/N in a stretcher. Tears filled my eyes. I opened the door faster then I could depend my life on. I raced to the stretcher with Y/N on it.

Alex: Is she going to be okay?

I asked worried.

Paramedics: She has a very faint pulse. We are going to have to get her to the hospital as fast as we can. Would you like to go in the back of the car?

Alex: Please.

My heart was crushed. I didn't care to much to let anybody know what was going on. I followed the stretcher to the back of the truck and stay behind to let the paramedics put Y/N in. Then I got in and sat on the medal seat. Seeing Y/N in pain like this made my world end. All the memories rushed through my head, I began to cry.

Paramedics: We're loosing her! Countershock quickly!

I look up from my palms and my heart stopped. The meter was a straight line. The doctors hurried to shock her and give her breathing compressions.

Alex: Baby no!

I shake her leg.

Alex: Get up! Please!!

I keep grabbing her leg and shaking it.

Paramedics: Sir please move. Hurry up Paul get us to the hospital asap.

Her eyes were closed. She never woke up. She just laid there. Please I pray to God. Bring her back!

Paramedics: Sir..... She is gone.

Alex: No no keep trying right fucking now. Or I'ma beat all of your guys ass. Don't give up.

Paramedics: Chest compressions, countershock as well.

The paramedics pushed on Y/N's chest. Counting as well.

Paramedics: 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12. Clear!