Chapter 12

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Ella
It's been two days since Missy left for her business trip it has been so boring but tonight would be unique

I took one last look of myself in my mirror before stepping out of my house. Going on dates like I usually do on weekends with men I meet online or at work.

Not my fault because the right man doesn't come but I hope Jason is different because I like him. Jason was a 6.1feet white man, cute, kind and very caring, well based on our texts.

We have been texting for a while now and he's cool, we were suppose to meet last weekend but he was busy and all that

Pulling up to the restaurant he made reservations I casually walked inside
"Welcome to Fork&Belly, this way please" the waiter said leading me to a table for two.
I followed him to where our table was, I smiled when I saw Jason

"Hey" I said
He had a blank face I couldn't read, I thought I was at the wrong table because I started looking around

"You at the right table I just didn't know you was this dark skinned" he said huskily

"God help me because I'm not about to argue with this man and I thought he was cool. Just another racist" I said to myself

"Right" I smiled sitting

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20 whole minutes sitting here with this man wasn't as I expected he was very judgy. Telling me how I should make my hair, how I should dress and a whole lot

"So ever thought of changing your skin color?" He asked

Okay now I have had enough!

"What do you mean?" I inquired

"I mean bleach or something" he said taking a bite of his veggie sandwich
"And probably working on your weight" he added

I rolled my eyes and said "okay, I have had enough of your judgy and racist self I tried to remain calm but you putting me to the edge"

He sat there looking at me like a zombie. I stood up about to leave but I had to clear my mind

"AND YOU ARE NOT IN NO POSSIBLE TO TELL ME TO BLEACH MY GOD GIVING LOVELY DARK SKIN AND OH DAMN ABOUT MY WEIGHT I LOVE BEING A PLUS SIZE WOMAN UNLIKE YOUR SKINNY RACIST ASS" I yelled getting attention from people and the restaurant

He got few looks of disgusts from the black people and cussing from some

I looked at him up and down before stomping off the place. Nop! This isn't my first time people are so judgy and I don't like people like that, we could have jokes but no disrespect on my skin or weight or body like niqqa it's mine not yours.

These were the days I needed my best friend most but she ain't here, she had a way of making me feel good about myself especially after horrible dates like this.

I picked up my phone and called the other person I could talk to right now

"Hello" Mathew answered on the third ring

"Wossop El, it's 10pm why are you calling my phone?"
I sniffed
"Wait you okay" he asked
I nodded as if he could see me "yeah can I come over"? I asked

" sure best friend" he said
I hanged up and made a U turn to Matt's apartment

Matt has always been there for Missy and I. I like him but I don't think he does because just like me we go on dates with different persons almost every weekend after he broke up with his cheating arse  girlfriend

I pulled up and walked to his door, the door flew open before I could even knock. I was engulfed in a tight hug
"Are you okay El?" He asked
Taking in his smell I nodded on his chest sniffing here and there. I felt do insecure even when I promised myself not to allow people's words get to me.

"Come in, come talk to me" he said taking me to his room
I have been here countless time, sleepovers and all but in his guest room.

I sat in his bed and started filling him up on what happened almost an hour ago

He moved from his nightstand and sat on the bed too

"Girl you know you beautiful, your skin color most girls would kill for and oh your weight is perfect, I mean your pretty in the right places" he looked in my eyes

I blushed looking away from him
"Nah look at me Ella" he said gently turning my face his way

Our lips met, he kissed me hastily but gentle, I kissed him back with so much passion.

I placed my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss, he licked my lips asking for me to open them so he could put his tongue in, I kissed him more teasing him, he grabbed my butts making me gasp

He took the opportunity to slip in his tongue
The kiss got heated one of his hand caressed my boobs while the other rubbed my butt making me go nuts
My panties were drenched already

"Mmhm" I moaned pulling away

"Matt we can't do this, I like you and I don't know about you and moreover we are best friends" I said fixing myself

As much as I wanted to get his big P in me I have will power you know and I'm not about to have sex with my best friend because I'm sober about a horrible date

"I'm sorry El, but don't leave stay and I feel same way about you, I like-love you too"

I nodded getting in his bathroom to fix myself because I was hella wet. I wore one of his shirts after that.
We cuddled up all night watching TV and talking

I mean that's what best friends do right?.....


lol, Ella and Matt? Tbh as much as I wanted to do a sex scene 😩I couldn't because it would cost me because I was already so much into the kissing scene😩😂. Duhh

Should they start a relationship? And about the skin and weight it's actually personal. I get that a lot or I used to but all these racists ain't God. I love my skin and whatever weight I am.

Ayeeeeee, 1000+ words on this chapter. Improving right?
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