Sound Of A Heartbreak

Chapter 2

Genre: Angst

Summary: Since you had found your soulmate, he ignored you. You cried yourself to sleep, only your mutual friends kept you sane but you didn't expect what would happen next.

I hadn't really been out of my room for days. I offered myself to the darkness and the silence of my own place, knowing how miserable was my situation. People only have one soulmate - and he rejected me. Since our birthday party, he hadn't called me up, he hadn't texted me and I knew it would be better if I hadn't disturbed him. After all, he was angry, he was disappointed and I was the one was behind it. None of us had seen that coming.

I felt what he felt - his anger flooded in my brain everyday, sometimes I felt happiness and exictement. I never wanted to know it what was behind those kind of emotions but sadly I had a guess which made me even more upset.

My parents freaked out and they constantly knocked on my door in every forth hour, ordering me to come out. I refused everytime and they became more and more worried. Sometimes I did go out but only for minutes. I couldn't eat, I couldn't drink - I slowly drifted closer to depression.

"WE WILL CALL JIMIN FOR YOU MAYBE HE CAN GET YOU OUT!" My mom said angrily once but hearing my loud sobs, she realized it would be a huge mistake to call him. The boy whom they adored was the one who broke their daughter's heart and they didn't have any clue how much damage he had caused.

Only the three mutual friend of Jimin and me - Taehyung, Jungkook and Hoseok kept me sane, just like me parents they were concerned of my well-being. They came to visit me after that night only facing the door of my room, telling me some sweet words I really needed. My mom even told me they were such good-looking guys, I should dated one of them. My mom didn't know I had a soulmate who rejected me who happened to be Park Jimin.

My parents had enough of me after two days and on Sunday they forcefully pulled me out of my room, ignoring my pleads. They tried to feed me but I was persistent.

"I had enough, Y/N. YOU DON'T TALK TO US, WE AND YOUR FRIENDS WANT TO HELP YOU. WHY DON'T YOU SEE IT?" My mom broke down in tears. "What's with Jimin?"

"I can't talk about it. Not yet." I was close to cry my heart out but clenching my fists was a good way to reduce my level of stress.

Since that day, I wanted to disappear from this world. The clouds of shame were above my head, everybody knew what had happened. I avoided the crowded places such as the canteen, the hallways... I didn't want to bump into them, I wouldn't survive the encounter. That was the reason why I locked myself in the girl's toilet instead of walking around or having a great lunch at the break.

"Oh have you heard it, right? Y/N...poor girl."

"Of course, I have. That poor girl should be loved back by that jerk. How did her soulmate chose that mean girl over her?"

I wanted to escape from the annoying gossips, from the people who talked about the worst day of my life.

I knew, being in same class with both Jimin and Areum would be hard, I needed to be strong, to show them I could get over the fact the destined love of my life pushed me away. It wasn't rare but it wasn't common either. My mom told me all the fairy tales about the cutest soulmates, who saved each other's life whom had 5 children and lived happily ever after. Deep down, I had always known, reality wasn't even close to the story.

Not long after I sat down, I saw someone put a package on my desk, the person seemed to be hesitant. It was Jimin, out of 1000 scent, I could recognize his parfum and I felt my mark heating up. He didn't say a word before I looked up from my English textbook.