Dean | The Bad Boy

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Boyfriend: 2001-2002

Dean,

I fancied you so much! You were the lead singer in your band and when I'd see you on stage it did all sorts of funny things to me. Tall, dark, handsome and brooding - you intrigued me and you challenged me. But the reality was a bit shit, huh? The bad times far outweighed the good, for both of us, I'm sure.

You had a lot of issues I guess, and I was too young to figure out how to deal with them. Your anger frightened me. Remember when you used to turn up at the house I shared with my friends at 3 a.m. and bang on the doors and windows until someone let you in? Remember when you took a swing at me but I ducked so your fist went through a window? Remember all the screaming and the crying? I do.

I've got good memories too though - we could talk and debate things for hours and hours, which I loved. You introduced me to a world of music I'd never seen before. And you were so clever (and knew it) but it made my day when we graduated and I got a better mark than you. That will always be my favourite moment of our relationship!

We were bad for each other, but I'm concerned that even after everything, I still would...

Abbie x

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