Bts Min-Seo member

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Hello people and today I will not be making a chapter or something but I feel like talking in this app makes me comfortable but in reality I am not the type of person that is like in Wattpad that try's her best so there may be girl talk and if you are not a girl you can just I guess I am not sure but here it is

As a Filipino person living in America and is in her freshman year of highschool it is a lot of stress more than middle school , I got bullied more I guess , I try to study but it is harder . The lack of sleep and exercising and etc is trying to help my stress levels but my period might made a toll on me that I could know why I did not get it but what happened is that I did not know why it made me think that I am pregnant but I am not even just bloated at the same time . It hurts that people that I trusted in the past made me feel very insecure about myself , my image , my self . I started to skip meals and think of being thin and it hurts that when I do something bad or did not food good enough ( perfectionist person ) that I am pressuring myself to be the best and I want to have good grades which is to help me not get held back but the stress levels made me not get my period back but as a person I cannot explain anymore . I felt like  I need some time to just reflect back but I cannot. I try to sleep but I cannot so it ends up me having or starting to have dark circles or bags underneath my eyelids and yea

Here it is and yes it is hard to explain from the past to the now because it is hard

So yea