The something something. Dont ask me and I'm manly talking about you Charlotte.

Life has been rocky for the past couple of weeks.

Hey guys Brooke here. Now I haven't been feeling happy a lot of the time through the past weeks. It's been to the point where I don't wanna go to school someday because I just wanna stay in bed. Only my significant other knows about how I haven't wanted to go to school and the reasons why. One of the reasons is because I'm still hurt by what someone said to me and how they haven't given a proper apology. I don't think it would have effected me as much if it wasn't for the main reason which is my uncle has throat cancer. He has the one that spreads so he has to do intense cemo. Now this uncle is someone who I don't get to see a lot but I still care for him with all my heart and I'm scared of losing him because he is my family. Now I'm a secretive person so only my significant other knows the whole thing and was there when I found out along with how it's gotten to the one that spreads. And as I'm writing this I am getting teary (damn it. I'm an emotional bitch.) and since I haven't really told anyone about it or the full extent of it other then my bf and I'm just really scared that he won't be around anymore and I don't wanna lose him. I keep positive thoughts but I always still have the lingering thoughts in my head of what could happen. I should probably stop since I'm gonna make myself an emotional wreak (if I already haven't). Bye for now guys.