The something something. Dont ask me and I'm manly talking about you Charlotte.

The reason why I havent really been posting.

I haven't been feeling the best for awhile. It all started sometime half way through the first term of school when I learnt my uncle has cancer. It took an effect on me and I didn't really want to do much to do with a lot of things but I kept a smile and pretended nothing was wrong. Then the holidays came around and my grandfather went into hospital and I just got worse from there but still kept the smile with days where I wasn't able to get the strength to pretend that nothing was wrong. I would have people try to have me go talk to someone especially when I started crying when it got closer to his last weeks alive. It's gotten to the point where I don't care for a lot things going on in my life. So I've been writing stories but I haven't been posting since I had decided a break was needed for me till I am better. But if anyone of you guys are going through something talk to someone about it since it's always better to get help from people. Peace out for now guys. -Brooke