Princess in the hoodie

Chapter 10

"Oh, I thought that I've been hurt before...
But no ones ever left me quite this sore...
Your words cut deeper than a knife....
Now I need someone to bring me back to life...

Got feeling that I'm going under.
But I know that I make it out alive...
If I quite calling you my lover and move on....

YOU WATCH ME BLEEDING TILL I CAN'T BREATHE! ACING!
FALLING DOWN ON MY KNEES!
AND NOW THAT I'M WITHOUT YOUR KISSES!
I'LL BE NEEDING STITCHES!
TRIPPING OVER MYSELF-"

I laugh loudly as I jump up and down on the beds with Emeail, singing waaayy off key but we don't care. As I jump widly my foot gets caught in the blankets and I trip. I fall backwards and feel my window shatter around my body.

I can hear Emeail screaming fade as he stares out the window in panic. I can see the vains on his neck and forehead so clearly as his face coulers red from the lack of oxion. I feel my clothing pressing against my back and legs but flowwing freely in the front.

As I drop into the large black hole of darkness I can feel a lone tear escape from my eye and disappear into the air...
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I wake up to the sound of cherping birds and a warm glo on my face. Well that was quite an interessting dream. I peel my eyes open and yawn widely. Hmmmm, so cozy. Wait, wasn't I suppose to be watching a movie with Emeail? Wasn't it night time?

I fly up right noticing my hoodie's hood fly down. Just as I do so, the bathroom door opens. Emeail arrives in the middle of his whistling melody and half naked. He is shirtless...

Yeah, now that brings the hormonal teenager out in me. I feel goose bumps erupt on my skin as my eyes slim down his toned tummy. One, two, three, four, five, six... Emeail has six glorious abs. Thankfully I didn't stare to long before I yanked my head to the oppisite side as a blush rose to my cheecks. My eyes scream in protest but I refuse to look again. Shut up hormons!

He was wearing wripped jeans and was bare feet. His hair looked damp but soft. But those abszz...ugh! Why hormons? Why?!?! But my heart freezes as I feel the warmth being skined off my back. I lift my head slowly and turn to the minty warm breath fanning my jaw. My breathe clogged my throat as I met his gaze...

His eyes simmilar to ripples in water with confusion and awe. It effects his eyes with a more grey/angle eyes type of couler. Now being so close to him I can clearly see the thick osean blue rim around his iris and the little flecks of baby blue outwards his eyes. I also notice a small pitch black flech in the middle of his iris most commonly unsee-able from a far.

His hand take a strad of my curlly red locks out of my eye. His fingers brush my cheekbone and just like two nights ago, wripples of heat erupted on my skin. But just as fast as it came, it disappearded by the though of reailty. My hood is pulled down. Breathing becomes harder by the second as well as keeping my thoughts together. I feel spasmas staring to form in my body and my hands slightly start to shake.

How could I have let this happen? How could I have been so forgetfull? How hard is it to keep a secrect? I have been doing this fcor years now! How could be so stupid?!?! What is wrong with me?! This is all my fault! I had one job and yet again I blew it... How could I let this happen?

"Hey, please don't cry..." Emeail whispers and cups my cheeks while wiping a tear from my cheek.

Great now I cried infront of him. Anything else to add to you list of ruining your life, Ava?

"I quickly sniff and try to pull myself together again but it's no use. I feel his heat-radiation hands leave my cheeks as his fingers trail my jaw before falling to his sides. I immidatly drop my gaze and stare at the wooden floor wish that I was a sheep in a loving barn with a caring farmer and a happy life... Lucky sheep...