Jikook Oneshots

My stepbrother(M)

Jungkook (Top)
Jimin(Bottom)

Jungkook's POV

I'm sitting here, with my parents and my brother together.....like a family. I stare at him when he looks down, which is almost all the time. Don't really paying attention to the movie. Looking a bit nervous?
Parents doesn't mind me, they are talking about the film we are watching. They both sit on the sofa with Jimin on the other side of the couch near the armrest, and I sit on the armchair near the couch, facing him.

I'm used to secretly look and watch him when I have a chance. It started when my father married his mother 1,5 year ago. We've met before the wedding but not much and when I first saw him walking in our house I knew that I was fucked. Because he's like an actual angel and no one can make me think over-wise.

We are a year apart, he's 18 and me 17, but he always looks so small and like a little baby that you'll never think he's older than me.

His beautiful face, big deer like eyes and his rosy cute cheeks, his full pink lips and his small form is just so precious and soft like his big pure heart.  I fell for him at the first sign.

And now I'm sitting in the living room not paying any attention to the movie but look at him and only him.

Last 5 months we don't talk much and I don't know the real reason for that. He just distanced himself from me and we don't hang out, watch movies or be around each other much. He just changed and it slowly kills me.

We used to be pretty close because of our age and similarities between us but one day he just started to slowly be more distant.

He behaves differently around parents. But I see that he tries to talk and smile like everything is alright. I'm sure he hides something but I don't know what.

I thought maybe he doesn't like me but the time we spent together showed that he enjoyed being around me. I remember his always rosy cheeks and how he blushed every time we made long eye contact. It was so cute.

I miss physical contact with him. Don't get me wrong, we just were very close. He always was near me, whether in school or home or just with our friends. He was always around me because he gets scared easily and he is shy. Because of my a little tough appearance I remember him telling me that he feels safe with me. I just like going to the gym. And I'm thankful for that because my little baby brother(even if he's older) feels safe with me and it makes me feel good inside.

But last months he just wasn't the same. This month we barely talk and we communicate only with parents when we are together.

We are not related and I know my feelings are not banned or something, but I won't say anything if I'm sure he doesn't like me.

"Kookie" my mom calls me and I nod " your Father and I will go tomorrow morning on the business trip. I'm sorry I told you only now. Jiminie already knows and I just want you to look out for him....you know how he is sometimes"
"Mooom...." Jimin pouts cutely and I hold myself from just going up to him and kissing the hell out of him.
"I'm gonna be okay.....Kookie doesn't need to be extra careful with me" He says quietly.

I chuckle by my nickname from him, it's been long ago
"Minnie, it's okay. I'm really fine with it. I like looking out for you"
"Okay" he mumbles hesitantly with a blush...? Weird, but I like the view. And smirk a little.
"Great. Don't forget you're not allowed to invite more than 4 friends" father says strictly and I nod in understanding. I'm not planning to invite anyone, not when I can be alone with Him.

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Next day

I groan lightly when I slowly wake up and the sun hits my eyes.
I grab my phone and stretch before I sit comfortably against the headboard of my bed. I unlock my phone and go through my texts and calls, messaging everyone who wanted me to come to some party that I won't be there.
I have more important things to do. And it's to confront my baby brother. I have to know what's going on. And plus we are alone together, it's just perfect.