Jikook Oneshots

I was blind (M)

Jimin Bottom
Jungkook Top

Everybody knows that when you meet or stand near your potential soulmate you feel like something very big,surreal, blissful, mind blowing and overwhelming grows inside you. You feel like euphoria appears under your skin, in your blood and in every part of your body and all of this grows bigger and bigger, little by little. All this emotions just grow slowly. They start to form from a small good and nice feeling to a big one which fills your whole body and soul. Till you turn 18. It's when the feelings reach its full pick and stay there forever.

When it's your 18th birthday the scent of your mate becomes 10 times more intense and stronger for both of you. That it's hard to control yourself.

Everyone always finds their soulmate before 18 or on this day, sometimes but it's rare 2 or 3 days later. Because the nature made them always be around each other. They slowly attract like magnets. It's just their nature to be close to one another.

But unfortunately not all the people realise that their soulmate is right in front of them everyday. That happens because of their misconception about their future love.
That happens when a person is just really confused and doesn't want to understand their own feeling.
So therefore it can make the situation difficult.

Jimin's POV

It's so painful to see him with her again. It's hard to just watch them but not doing anything. I'm confused and hurt and it's not what I thought I would feel with my mate. Yes, Jeon Jungkook is my mate and that's the problem.
His girlfriend and him are dating for 2 months now, it started the same day from my birthday. I invited him and my other 5 friends to my house but he showed up with her, saying they were dating. It was the most painful and awful feeling I've ever experienced.

Because in the morning I woke up with my feel my whole body craves for someone and I could guess who it was. And as soon as I smelt him my omega wanted to be submissive for his Alpha. I just always felt that and this connection between us, from the moment I saw him with his friends and we became friends too.
It was when I was 15 and he 14.

He's grown up to a man that everyone would want to be with. He's tall,built and devilishly handsome. He is perfect in my opinion. He is smart and funny so it's hard to resist him.
Every single person has his own mate and mine is with someone else right now.

That evening of my birthday I cried myself to sleep because my soulmate, my everything, is with a girl and what's worse he introduced her on my own 18th birthday. How cruel can that be?

I just don't understand doesn't he feel the connection that I alway felt. Am I not enough.
But then again I remember that it's his third girlfriend and he isn't even gay.
He always dates them for 2 or 3 months and then brakes up with them looking for his mate. He believes that it's a girl so it hurts....always.....all the time to be honest.

So right now he's again with her, he's kissing her and my heart breaks little by little.

It always breaks. From the moment when he introduced his first girlfriend to me and our friends it was painful to know he has his first times with them and not me. And I'm was and am too stupid to confess.....I'm scared of his reaction.....What if he gets mad that he has to spend his whole life with me....a boy....

My wolf cries for Jungkook every second and it's literally painful to watch him like that.
My omega craves for his strong arms and his dominant body, wants to feel safe and protected.

And his scent....oh lord his scent is so calming and pleasing for my wolf that I constantly want to feel it around me. And it's very difficult to control myself with him near me because of his addicting scent.