angels... (use to be maybe..)

angels can fly

I ran out the door and kept running and running I didn't know where I was going. tanni was screaming my name and I just kept sprinting with tears falling down my face, my mascara dripping down my face. I got half way down the block and realised where I was going. the highest point in glenroy. I went there to scream but today I was going for a different reason..

jais .pov.

I bolt up from bed and hear tanni screaming ellas name. I look out my window to see Ella sprinting down the road crying. "FUCK" I yelled and started getting dressed to go get her.

ellas .pov.

I make it to the look out and plug in my iPhone to my speakers putting on baby don't cut, perfect couple and fucking perfect on. I started writing with tears gushing out of me I'm sorry I don't deserve you. you deserve so much more than me. I love you I always will but I can't handle it, its my fault my parents died. I can't deal with all the hate on Twitter, I got gang raped last week when I was walking home and ever since then I've been called a slut, whore, worthless, ect I've been abused at school verbally and I was beaten so bad I started... actually you can find out another time. what I'm trying to say all these things abot me are true. it is my fault. jai none of this is your fault I was just pissed at you but I got over it. do you believe in love at first sight? well I do and jai you were my love at first sight. I love you tanni you were my role model, my hero, my big brother. beau you were like that sister I never had. no I'm joking I love you. you always stuck up for me and was on my side. but now I want you to do the same to your brother's. Luke you are your own special self I love you. Gina thankyou, you were the mother I never had mine was to busy trying to work out how to get rid of me though I wouldn't blame her. I love you all please don't let my death hurt you. I get to see my dad now. and jai angels can fly. good bye forever. I got out my video camera and started to record "im sorry but you deserve better than me" I cried looking at the camera "please take care of each other" a single tear slid Down my cheek as I turned around to face the cliff and looked down at the city "i love you glenroy you gave me the best two weeks of my life" I breathed and took a step "STOP" some one yelled and I turned around to see jai panting "jai leave now" I screamed and tears took over "angel please don't I'm nothing without you" I thought about it and my last tear slid down my face "angels can fly jai" I opened my arms and fell back to the end of my pain, death.