No more chances

Rejected (Jay's POV)

Ring! Ring !

RINGGG!!!

I could hear my alarm going offf trying to make me leave the most beautiful dream I've ever had .. heaving a big sigh I got up and looked at my calendar November 10th ! today was my birthday ! my 16th birthday  ! I would find my mate today ! finally someone would finally care about me ,cherish me and accept me for who I am ! no more bullies no more pain ! I quickly took a shower and got dressed I wasn't amazingly skinny or well figured but I wasn't completely fat either I was waring  a blue shirt a black hoddie and my baggy kaki jeans my long dark brown hair was in a bun and my dark brown almost black eyes where behind my glasses I guess you could say I was a total and complete nerd and let me tell u something I'm proud of it !

"Jay! You'll be late for school !" My mom screamed my parents and siblings were probably the only ones who could love me.

"Coming! " I called from up the stairs as I raced down with my pack back in toe

"happy birthday jay !!!!" they all yelled as I entered the kitchen making me blush profoundly

"thanks guys !" I said smiling

jay come on I wanna see my mate !

my wolf Bella demanded in my head

okay okay I'm going

" well I'm of to school bye guys !" I told them giving my parents a kiss good bye

now your probably wondering who my parents are right ? well they're none other than the alpha and Luna of the strongest pack in America and me being the oldest means I'll get to be alpha after my father steps down .

when I finally reached the school thats strictly for werewolves which was only 5 minutes away from my house I was engulfed by the most heavenly smell it smelled like the earth right after a rainfall it smelled like the forest it was lovely for a lack of better word

MATE!!! Bella screamed inside my head FIND MATE !!!! and I obeyed I followed the heavenly sent to none other than my 1st crush Victor ! I was ecstatic my mate was of alpha blood too ! he was tall with short emo looking black hair and clear brown eyes the color of caramel .

Suddenly his head

snapped towards me I could tell he knew I was his mate but instead of seeing love and devotion what I saw nearly broke me ... there instead was disappointment and ... anger ?

my wolf whimpered inside my head at the clear disappointment in his eyes  as he slowly approached me with his group of friends following him.

"Your!? my mate ? !!" he yelled making my wolf growl no one growl at us no one

calm down Bella its okay we'll be fine shh I mind linked her trying to clam her down

"Yes I am " I answered calmly looking him straight in the eye " I thought that would be obvious to you."

He growled at us for disrespecting him but I didn't care I was stronger than him better than him and I knew it but I hated showing it.

But his next words although I knew they were coming broke my wolf down and tore her apart bringing me along with her

" I ,Victor Knight , reject you , Jay Luna as my mate !" it felt as if a thousand daggers ripped through me but I didn't show it . I just stood there looking at him straight in the eye

"may I know why ? " I asked calmly I honestly wanted to know even though I knew it would hurt , I knew people were watching but I didn't care

"your a nerd ! a disgrace ! your ugly ! useless and you would never be a good Luna you aren't even worth my time !" he spat out clearly enraged and even though I wanted to cry and scream because of the pain that it caused me i showed him no pleasure of it I took it as it was and said in the most confident voice I have ever used

" Then I Jay Linda Luna Accept your, Victor Knight's rejection " and with that I walked away hearing many gasps around me but I didn't care

our mate rejected us ?! How could he reject us we're his mate ! all of our pain was suppose to stop today was suppose to be our day ! Bella whimpered

and it tore me but I wouldn't cry not here not now I haven't cried for years and I won't do it now ! I have with stranded so much pain that this is nothing compared to it ..