So, meet "void". Well, everybody has a void, each one is different but we only have one. We all have a void in our heart, some people don't know, because they didn't meet them yet, so, I'ma gonna try to explain what this "void" is. Well, "void" is pain and emptiness in our heart and soul, it can appear because of several reasons, most of them are depression, but it depends in each person. As I said, each person has one, but a lot of people don't know that yet, since you need to meet them by yourself. When you meet "void", it means that there's something wrong, it doesn't matter whose fault is, it's just matter that there's something wrong, and if you want that void to disappear, you need something to fill it. So, here's the difficult part, there's kind of a cure for "void", the thing is, we don't know what's the cure, but there is one, and you need to find it yourself! Of course it's not an easy task, but it's possible, and if you're lucky enough, you're going to find the cure by pure random, like it happened to me, but I mean, the cure it's not eternal, which means, "void" can always come back. And I know that it sucks having a "void", the emptiness that you feel sometimes is just impossible to tolerate, and sometimes you just want to end it all, but that's what "void" wants. They want to kill your soul slowly, just to watch you suffer, but we need to live with it. Some people just can't take it and, as a lot of people think, suicide it's not like, the easy way out, I mean, yes, you can just kill yourself, but leaving your own life behind, don't you think that, the person who commits suicide needs a lot of courage to do what they're doing? And I'm not talking about terrorists or kamikaze planes, or a school shooter, I'm talking about someone who did everything that they could to be happy, to fill that horrendous void of emptiness, but still couldn't, because they didn't find they're cure... Don't you think that, at least, they need to be brave to commit suicide? This reminds me of an explanation that my science teacher gave to me and my class about CPR and the victims of it. The teacher wanted us to think how exhaustive it was for the paramedics to do CPR, like, it passes 10 minutes, the victim is not breathing, it passes 20,30 and so on, and the paramedics are like: " more five minutes, more ten, c'mon, we can save them, we can do this one more time", and I think that this is a good analogy for victims of suicide, ( just to make a quick disclaimer here, I'm not talking about each occurrence of suicide, all right? This is just generalizing, so, please don't get triggered when I say that this is a good analogy for each victim of suicide. Well, I mean, you can get triggered by that and I would like to have a little debate about that but this is just my opinion on the subject) they try to be better, they try to take the rain clouds way, but sometimes, the best way is "to get out of the game". (Thanks for the metaphor, you know who :3)
So, wow, this a big chapter just to talk about a void that sometimes a lot of people have, myself included. I was thinking of making some jokes about like the void in Sonic Forces and I even search for an image on Pinterest!!
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See?!? So, I think this is a really depressing chapter but, I wanted to talk about this, because my void is getting a little bigger now, eheh, but like, I had it worse, like, last year was the year I met "void" and as you can imagine, I didn't like them... It was just pain and loneliness, but then, I found my "cure"!! :3 It's a mix of DDLC with Sonic and Yuri manga or GL manga ( girls love). I don't really talk about this to anyone but I'm saying it here so yeah! Even though it's a mix of all of them, what helped me the most was the Yuri manga, and I don't talk about this to ANYONE, so if you already know this or I talked with you about this, it means that: 1- I was drunk (sleep drunk, ice tea de pessego drunk, there's different types of drunk) 2- I trust you a lot and I think you're one of my closest friends, even though you can think that we aren't 3- I needed to vent and I talked about this for some reason (Just for the record, the number 3 didn't happened to me yet so, yup, 1 or 2) So, I think that's all I wanted to talk about, I hope you liked this so good night :3, good morning, good afternoon and have a good day :3 Little meme to light up the mood
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