My Story

Chapter 4

"Jamie." he says looking at his non-stop moving hands.

"Tell me God dammit!" I yell. I wanted to know what happened. Where is my family?

"They were murdered Jamie, he thought you were dead when he beat you. But he didn't. You were unconscious for 24 hours." He said sadly not trying to make it as bad as it sounded.

"Wha..a...how......nev...." I couldn't hold it back anymore. I burst into tears, "NOOOOO!" I yelled uncontrolled. I flipped the table, punched the walls, kicked the chairs. I was having a panic attack. I couldnt breath. I felt myself falling.

Then BLANK.

I wake up in a strange bed. A bunk bed. I climb down feeling the coldness of the grey floor.

"Are you okay?" a soft voice says behind me.

I spin around. Scared of who it could be. But I only see a girl my age.

"Calm down princesa" the girl says calmly. I could tell she was hispanic.

"Wh..where am I?" O day trying not to cry.

"South Carolina.... Orphanage?" the girl said while staring at me wierdly.

"WHAT!" I yell. Why? No, I am not living in an orphanage. Should I run away?

"Are you ok? ....ummm.... the bathroom is down the hall..." she says sounding confused.

I didnt respond. I was really confused with all this. I keep going blank. Whats happening?

I pace back and forth. Why?

I burst into tears. I fall into a corner and sit there crying my eyes out.

I feel someone put there hands on my shoulder.

"Are you ok?" she asks calmly.

"Do..does i..it look like i..im ok?" I try saying without sobbing.

"Well...No." she says, "Come" she takes my hand and she stands me on my feet. She sits me on her bed. 

"My names Maria" she says "Maria Cruz, whats your name?"

I just stare at her. Not saying a word.

The room door opens and a woman about 50 years of age.

"Hello sweetie" she says in a soothing voice.

I just stare at her like she's crazy. I mean does anybody care that im an orphan now!

"She won't talk" Maria tells the old women.

"Well, Miss. Watson" she says surprised "follow me please, the police are here to tell you everything."

I stand up and follow her out. We pass alot of rooms. Little kids run in the hallways. Girls and boys sit around playing checkers, talking. They seem happy.

When we get to the main office, i see two officers sitting down on a couch in the opposite side of the room.

One of the policeman stands up "Sit, sit Miss. Wats-"

"Jamie!" I shout so i would not hear my mothers last name.

"Jamie" he corrects himself, "well to start off......you will be living in this orphanage and until you are adopted."

"Thats all! You all are not goin to investigate my families murder!" i yell standing up.

"Calm down Miss. Wat.......Jamie, we dont want you to get another panic attack and black out." One of the officers says.

I burst into tears and run out the room. I run somewhere .... i dont know where but i just run. I trip. I hear alot of voices laughing. I look up and some girls my age are laughing at me. I stand up and run again. I panic.

PANIC ATTACK.

I fall. I try to breath. I cant breath.

Help!

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Chapter 5 will be soon puished im still working on it. So yeaah i hope chu liked chapter 4.