WHY??

CHAPTER: 2

THE ABOVE PICTURE IS OF ALAN---------------------------------->

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ALAN'S POV

I got a call this morning it was from uncle George he wants me to meet that lady my so-called mother of no use. I can't fucking believe that she wants to see his son who she doesnt even care about. Where was she all my childhood "she's dead for me" that's what I told to uncle George and hung the phone. I don't need love I don't need a mother I am better off my own.

I grabbed my leather jacket and my bike's key. I was so fucking angry I started my bike and drove off I know that I was driving off limits but I didn't care. The first time i learned how to ride a bike was when I was fifteen I told Sam to sit in the back and to hold tight but he didn't listen he told me that he wasn't my girlfriend, I was going so fast and Sam he was sitting in the back and screaming like girl he was continuously telling me to put him down or else he would whip me. Sam, he was the only person I had after my father died. He would stay the whole night at my house just so I was not alone.

I parked my bike at our regular spot. I need to search Sam we have to find it today by any means I know where I would find him LIBRARY I hate going in there people give me such bad stares. I found S sitting in the back chairs and reading Shakespeare this boy.

"Hey Sam," I said sitting beside him at putting my arm around him.

"Yo," he said removing my arm.

"We need to talk," I said ripping out the book from his hands.

"What do u want Alan I am reading piss off come later go to heaven fuck off or fuck me but not right now im busy " he said rambling.

"Its about your sister" I said seriously.

"Let's go outside and talk then this is not the place" he said getting up from his chair and rushing outside leaving me behind.I rush to him " Sam this is important" I said rushing after him.

"WHAT did you find her" he asked.
"NO" was my replie.

"Then what Alan what do you want we will not find her Alan she's gone it's been 2 years" he said closing his eyes and taking deep breaths.

"She's not gone she's been kidnapped" I said seriously.

"What how where is she is she okay?" He asked with hope tinkling in his eyes.

"Asher,I have no idea but we will find out i am sure"

"How? It's been so long Asher nobody knows about her. We don't even have your father anymore Asher if he was here he would have done something but we lost him Asher" he said softly trying to put himself together.

"No Sam we will find Felicite. Yes,we dont have my father but we have his people. We have our brothers we have Uncle George and you have me. We didn't failed father we never did and we never will" I said hugging Sam.

"Eww get off go hug your girlfriend" he said with sadness in his eyes.

"Ya i am hugging her right now" I said

"Let's go to the class idiot" He said.

"Didn't you saw that girl Rozy" I said

"Nah man I am not interested in gingers she's too boring for me"

"But bro she likes you a lot are you sure you don't want anything" he said

"Nah not now we need to find Felicite and that's what only matters to me" I said.

Silence filled between us we both were thinking about the same person Felecite. For Asher she was his little baby sister even though she was only one year younger that him. He would do anything for her he would beat the boys that tried to flirt with her.She would get so angry at him. She would tell Sam to live a little and stop being so boring and that the only thing that Sam did was stay in his room read books and play games.

Felecite she is beautiful pretty brown hair brown eyes and a perfect smile. She has the most chubby cheeks ever. Me and Asher would pinch it till it would get red so we could compare what was more red Felicite cheeks or any red stuff lying around the room.
I would cuddle her to death if she was here right now.

I LOVE HER.

I knew that since I was like 8 I told Sam how I felt at first he was not okay with it but then he said that I was the only boy that he trusted so  it was okay. But I never told her how I fell  I didn't have ball's I admit.

I love her
I will find her
I will find the only love I trust in.

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