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don't leave me (sanha)

Y/N pov:

"when are you going to wake up? " I questioned sanha who was still in his coma. He met into an accident.Its been 6 months he hasn't woke up.

"i miss you... I miss your hugs,  your voice, your kisses... I miss everything about you... " Tears started falling down my cheeks.I just want him to wake up..

Everyday I'll come to the hospital seeing him still with his eyes closed and lying down on the bed in the same posture...It hurts me seeing him like this. Rocky, Moonbin, Mj, Jinjin and Eunwoo will always tell me to calm down and say 'he'll wake up soon' 'don't worry'. But Sanha is still not waking up...

I cried myself to sleep every night. I'll hold his hands and give him kisses everytime before or sleep or when i arrive or when I'm leaving the hospital...

'tiiiiiiiii'
I looked up at the monitor and saw a straight line..

'Sanha? SANHA!!! NURSE NURSE PLEASE HELP PLEASE ' I shouted.

A group of nurses came in running along with the doctor.

'miss you have to wait outside ' the nurse said.

'but - '

'Im sorry but u have to wait outside'
she said as she signalled the other nurse to bring me outside.

I sat down on the chair crying..

"Y/N!!!!" Rocky shouted as he ran to me and hugged my tightly.

"are you okay? " he asked as he hugged me more tighter.

I hugged him back and cried on his shoulders..
"sanha, he... he..  I don't know! the monitor was straight and I didn-"

"shhhh it's okay ... Don't think about anything negative now.... Let's just wait okay? "

after a few hours waiting, the doctor came out....

"how is he doctor? Can I see him? What happened? Has he woke up yet? " I asked the doctor.

"I'm sorry miss, but we've tried our best" The doctor said while sighing.

"what so you mean by that?! Tell me directly!  " I demanded.

"he is...  he umm... He is - " he stuttered.

"HURRY UP AND TELL ME OR ELSE I WILL-" I shouted.

"Sanha is dead...." he said while looking down.

"rocky?  " I asked him that was standing behind me.

"hmm? " he asked.

"did I hear it wrongly?" I asked as tears started rolling down my cheeks.

"no" he said.

I ran into the room and went over to sanha.
"sanha please don't joke around you're not dead right?? Please wake up sanha!!! " I said as I collapsed to the floor.

"please wake up sanha..Dont leave me"

Rocky's pov:

for the past few days Y/N keeps keeping herself inside her room.  She doesn't want to eat or drink. ...When I enter her room I'll only see her staring out of the window or just laying down on her bed looking lifeless.

"y/n please eat.  " I said as I tried to feed her.

"I don't want... I want Sanha" she said as her eyes was turning red.

I walked out of her room and ran to my room.I took out something from my drawer and ran back to y/n room.

"here" I said as I passed her the thing.

"what is this? " she asked as she looked at me.

"it's a letter that Sanha wrote for you before... He told me to pass it to you when he is gone " I told her with a tinge of sadness.

Y/N pov:
I took the letter from his hands and started reading it

'Dear Y/N'
  

          You know that i love you right? I'm sorry for keeping this but Im actually suffering from lung cancer stage 4. My life will end soon... I don't know when but the doctor said i have little time left too live....
               Sorry I didn't told u about this earlier.. I didn't want u to worry about me... I know that this will break your heart... But remember that I love you Y/N.
                

               When I'm gone, please don't forget about me... I'll still be by your side even if I'm not with you..

ouh and dont do anything stupid! Do well in your exams and your job! Be happy! Be Remember what I said? 
          " Keep your face to the sunshine and you will not see a shadow"

             I guess it's time for me to go now... I'm sorry if I did anything wrong to you...

         I love you Y/N, goodbye

Love,
Sanha

Tears started dripping on the letter.
I hugged the letter and said
        "Sanha, I'll promise you I'll never forget you... "

             

hiiiiii

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