Criminal Minds Imagines

Hurt (Derek Morgan)

  I know this was an episode from season one but let's pretend that it's further in the seasons please, enjoy !

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After finishing our day at the BAU, I was the last one to leave the bureau before looking over at Derek's desk. He had gone back to Chicago for a few days to visit his mother and sisters, making me miss him.

I touch his chair when my phone rings, I look down to find an unknown number:

"Hello ?" 

"You will be put in contact with the police department from Chicago, press 1 to accept the call"

I quickly press the button, waiting for the phone to ring when I hear:

"Baby girl"

"Derek, what's going on ? Why are you calling me from the police department ?"

"Calm down, listen, I've been arrested for something I didn't do, I need you to call Hotch and everyone to come down to Chicago"

I nod while he explains:

"Listen, baby girl, I'll be fine, I just really need you and the team"

"Okay baby, I'll call them now, be careful"

"I promise" the call ends, leaving me dumbfounded

I call everyone, explaining to them the situation as Hotch tells us to head straight to the jet.

A few hours later, we land in Chicago, putting our things away in hotel rooms and heading to the police department. While being there, Hotch tells Rossi, Prentiss and J.J to head to Morgan's mum's house while Spencer, Hotch and I stay at the police station. I look around, finding two detectives:

"Where is Derek Morgan ?" I ask, rage filling my veins

"He's in custody, he deserves it, he always has deserved it, pretending to be the guy taking the big shots around here, well look at him now, he's in a box" he says with a smirk

I prepare myself to jump on him when Hotch holds me back:

"Y/N, he's not worth it !" he screams as he holds me. I relax as he let's me go:

"Maybe you shouldn't be part of this case, you're too close to this"

"Hotch, if you take me off of this case, I will never forgive you" I say with a low voice as he shakes his head

"I won't, just try and put your feelings for Derek aside, okay ?" he asks as I open my eyes widely

"Wait-I-how..." Hotch shakes his head and let's out one of his rare smiles

"Everyone knows Y/N, even Garcia knows" he answers as he heads over to the detectives, chatting away with them as I look over the case.

After gathering some proof and Hotch being able to question Derek, we conclude that it's a man that has a history of being mistreated, leading him to do so.

Hotch headed back to the interrogation room with the detectives when I hear:

"SHIT ! HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE ?!" the detective comes out of the room, his face filled with rage as his fist hits the wall

"He's gone, Prentiss, Reid, J.J, go to Morgan's childhood home and ask where he could have gone, Rossi go to the south of the town, Y/N to the north while I'll look at the center of town and Garcia, track his phone" he finishes his sentence as everyone spreads, the four SUv's filling themselves and leaving as quickly as possible.

After a few minutes, I remember Derek talking to me about the old basketball court that he used to hang out at when he was little. I park and start heading to the building when I hear shouting coming from the building, my hand holding my gun , the other holding my phone as I warn everyone of Derek's surroundings.

I put my phone away and head inside the building, hearing Derek yelling while I keep crawling, hiding from Derek's sight:

"After all of these years Buford, I didn't say anything to anyone, because I knew that it would have ruined everything I had worked for and I did it by myself ! You were like a father to me but the day you violated me, you became nothing to me, NOTHING ! It's not because of you that I achieved my goals at the BAU but because of ME and MY hard work, you just made it harder and to think that after all of these years you are still doing this ?! He's younger than I was at the time !" 

I put my hand on my mouth, realizing that this man was one for Derek's demons and that's when I saw it, the gun pointed at Buford.

I slowly sneak at the back and stand up behind Buford:

"Derek, put the gun down" Derek keeps his eyes on Buford, his gun at him as mine points at him

"Y/N, get out of here, you're going to regret being here"

"And you're going to regret it if you shoot him, you'll let him ruin you and hurt you all over again, you didn't deserve it when you were a child and you most certainly don't deserve it now ! Baby, I know that it changed you and that it will always be part of your scars but scars heal. This isn't the answer, this will not make you feel better. He needs to pay for what he has done and it's not by killing him that he'll pay. Baby, please, look at me and put the gun down"  by the time I finished my speech, the team was behind Derek, the detectives behind me.

And that's when I hear it, the gun dropping, Derek falling to the floor, on his knees, tears falling from his cheeks, sobbing loudly. I put my gun away and run to him, sneaking my arms around him slowly when he pulls me to the floor, his arms wrapped around my waist.

After a few minutes and getting Buford out of the room, I look around and feel Derek's breath relax under my touch:

"Baby, come on, we should get out of here" he let's me go and stands up as I start walking away when he takes my hand in his, holding it tightly, as he says:

"Don't let go" he whispers as we head out of the building....

A few weeks later:

Derek decided to stay for a few weeks extra with his family, while everyone went back to work. Arriving late to work, I run to the bullpen as quick as possible, only to bump myself into someone. I rub my eyes to fall on Derek:

"You're back!" I  scream as he lifts me up, chuckling as he holds me.

I suddenly let go, moving my hair from my face as a blush creeps up my cheeks:

"How are you feeling ?" I ask shyly

"Better thanks baby, and I'll be much better when I take you to dinner to thank you for being there for me and hopefully there will be a goodnight kiss" he whispers the end as he kisses my cheek, walks to his desk and turns around one last time before winking at me...

"Healing doesn't mean the damage never existed. It means the damage no longer controls our lives" Abhay Kumar

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Hey there agents, I hope you guys enjoyed this one, I know the original plot from the show is better but I tried my best. If you guys enjoyed this, please vote and / or comment and if you have any requests, send me a DM and I will take any request, love ya !