I hate you... No you love me ❤️

Chapter 1❤️

Hi me it's Bella Portez. I'm a teenager of 16 years and a half I am brown with blue eyes.

Actually my name is Isabella but I'm nicknamed Bella because I'm an unconditioned fan of Twilight. Honestly if you do not know you should go take a look

Oh yes it is true I did not tell you ... I live in France in a hole lost I live with my mother Ester but for 2 months we are preparing for our move ... Mom and I have decided to leave to join my father my brother and sister in ... California!

It's been six months since they lived down there (Dad had a promotion), but mom did not want to move to California because she thought she would not find work there, so she asked to be transferred and finally after 6 months his boss said yesii.

So I'll finally see my family again, 6 months, 6 months long that I'm excited like a flea!

I tell myself that it will be good for me to finally leave here I could not stand to see him with his face that inspired a false sincerity, a false sadness I hated him by talking about the wolf he just sent me a message ... Again

Shithead🔪: sorry I would be close to everything to get you I miss you I love you it was a big mistake I took you forgive me and tell me how to make you love me again I love you ❤

Me: Oh it's cute that inspire almost sincerity but you can go fuck yourself Theo you want to know how to recover me out of my life I do not love you ever more I would not trust you what you have do you can go to die on this does not send me any more message I block you 🔪

I blocked him I was angry and sad at the same time he had just remembered me this evening ... This evening or I had to be happy, the days of my 16 years I had organized a party, and after everyone is screaming
:  HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLA!
Theo brought me a shot of vodka that I drank in one go.
I decided to go crazy on the dance floor, accompanied by Theo, Clara, Tomy, and Lisa
I had been dancing for more than half an hour when I began to feel tired, my vision blurred, I felt dizzy, the ground was pitching beneath my feet, I told my friends that I did not feel very well and I climbed in my room accompany Théo
Theo helped me to lie on my bed and that's when the nightmare started
-Where are you finally floating
-But Theo what are you talking about I had trouble talking
- I put GHB in your glass

I will never forget that perverse smile he displayed when he pronounced his words.
My brain had trouble realizing at this moment the act he had committed to steal my virginity
That day my heart is broken he stole the most precious thing to me my virginity, and I swore never to fall in love with a boy after this story I cried every day hot tear and meal as my mother had her back turned I threw my meal in the trash I lost a lot of weight I was aware my heart was suffering but in a certain way throwing happy it was the only proof of its reality

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I hope you like this first chapter kissouille
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