superficial love / j.j.k

f i v e

JUNGKOOK'S POV

I- I didn't know what was happening, I couldn't focus on other girls beside y/n. I started hanging out with her more, bringing her on more dates and I felt warmth and happiness. the world seemed complete with her.

I only used her as my toy at first, someone for pleasure and to get over my ex from. I was actually seeing a girl even when y/n and I were dating. but all I could think of was y/n, her cute habits, her rabbit smile, her rosy cheeks, her cute giggle.

I think- I think I like y/n.....

but jungkook was too late.

Y/N'S POV

I couldn't wait to see jungkoook. I missed him so much! we went on a few dates, and I've been happier than I ever felt. I was about to go to his locker, surprising him with a surprise date.

until y/n saw;

another girl kissing jungkook.

JUNGKOOK'S POV

it was her again, the girl that I was seeing when I was dating y/n. I didn't want to have anything related to her anymore, I wanted to be with y/n, dedicate my heart to her and love her, until the girl smashed her lips on mine and pushed me against my locker. i kissed back on instinct, but immediately pushed her away, when I heard a stack of books drop on the floor.

Y/N'S POV

my heart shattered, it swelled, and tears started rolling down my cheeks like a broken well, non stop. jungkook, the one I wanted to be with for the rest of my life, was kissing another girl. I fell on my knees as my sobs became broken, smudging my mascara and makeup.

JUNGKOOK'S POV

" y/n-"

I dashed over to y/n, about to hug her small petite frame in my embrace and explain to her what happened, but she shoved me away. her makeup was smudged, and her eyes held an immense amount of pain. my heart broke, she was crying because of me, because of what happened.

y/n stood up and ran away, as a rush of regret, guilt, sadness and anger overwhelmed me. I lost y/n.... when i fell for her, for real. she was no longer a toy to me, she was a beautiful angel that I lost over my actions, she was the one for me but I took her for granted.

I fell onto my knees as I sobbed into my hands. I knew I looked weak. y/n meant more to me than anyone, but I realized it too late.

Y/N'S POV

I couldn't think straight, I thought jungkook loved me. it's like the world had turned its back on me.

you walked down the streets, dark clouds above you as thunder rumbled. your cheeks were tear-stained, as you thought about the times jungkook brought you out. you remember the time when jungkook brought you out to an amusement park, even though he was scared, he would ride the rides with you. you remember the happiness on both your faces when you were excited about the next ride; jungkook would pinch your cheeks and kiss your forehead.

" y/n! how could you ride that? that was so scary!" he would say, still shaken from the ride, but smiling upon seeing you happy.

both of your smiles replayed in your head, as tears fell from your eyes again.

just then, it started pouring. the rain fell on you, shivering in the cold as you thought about jungkook.

JIMIN'S POV

I walked down the streets, holding my umbrella in hand as I shivered from the cold, when I saw something- someone familiar.

I squinted my eyes to get a better view, and I felt my heart break when I saw her.

y/n was in the rain sobbing, wiping her tears that mixed with the rain water, shivering and shaking as she walked.

I almost slipped once or twice as I rushed to y/n's side, and I held her face in my hands that felt like ice, as I stared into her eyes.

she was broken, hurt. I felt tears sting my eyes, seeing her hurt made my heart swell.

I held the umbrella over us as I engulfed her in my arms, kissing her hair repeatedly. I knew she wasn't mine but I needed her in my arms, I needed to comfort her, I needed to see her smile again. I held her, as I heard her broken sobs and her face on my shoulder, soaking my thick jacket.

" y-y/n- are you okay? please-please don't cry...it hurts me to see you cry.....let's go over to my house, you're shivering, you'll catch a cold..." I said as I lifted her face, staring into her ocean blue eyes that were welled up with tears, makeup smudged.

JIMINS POV

I held open the door as I let y/n in, as I immediately made hot chocolate for her; her favorite drink. y/n was on the couch, still sobbing quietly.

I walked over as I passed her the drink and held her close to me, caressing her hair.

" y/n....w-what happened? "

" j-j-jungkook...kissed another girl-" she croaked out, before crying again.

my heart truly broke. she deserved so, so much more than that jerk. I thought about heading to find jungkook, but y/n meant much more than him, damn, she meant the whole damn world to me.

" I'm so sorry y/n....let's -let's just not think about him now okay?" I said as I held her close to me.

y/n nodded weakly as she stayed in my embrace, and that night ended with both of us on the couch, a half finished cup of hot chocolate, a broken heart and love arising.