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It was Monday, the day you were meeting jungkook.

it has been a few days since you and jimin started dating, and you were sure , certain in fact that he was truly the one for you.

you haven't gotten over jungkook completely, but you knew you wouldn't ever be able to love him again, not after what happened.

jimin was slowly healing you, helping you through everything, piecing you back together.

you were at your locker , waiting for jungkook.

you were nervous, what would happen? what would he say? how would things work out?

you didn't tell jimin that you two were meeting, you were scared of how he'd react.

JUNGKOOK'S POV

my hands were clammy as I wiped them on my shirt, I was so nervous.

I messed up so bad, I needed to fix it.

but would y/n give me a chance?

I saw her leaning against her locker, as I rushed over.

" y-y-/n...."

she turned around. I missed her so much, I wanted to hug her so bad, but I knew I couldn't, not after what I'd done.

" hey, I have no intention of having any long conversations with you, so please explain. I'm giving you a chance, because I don't want to hold grudges. please start explaining now."

she would usually smile, beam with delight when she was talking... but now she didn't,

and I missed that.

" l-let's start from the beginning. y/n, I'll only tell you the truth.

at first, you were only my toy. I never returned your feelings, until jimin appeared.

that day, I felt- jealous. I didn't know why, but I didn't want any other man talking to you; and you could see from his eyes, he liked you.

I brought you out on dates, and that was when I truly felt feelings for you.

you were so lovable, adorable, pretty.

but then I was too late; I should've loved you from the start.

that day, i kissed the girl back on instinct. That doesn't give me a reason to kiss her, to break your heart or regain your trust, and I'm sorry.

I fell in love with you too late,

you slipped away from my grasp when I gained feelings for you.

I'm sorry, y/n, I really am. please, please forgive me. "

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