I've always had a rough past, and one of my biggest fears is losing the people i love and care for. Since my brain hates me every couple months I get a nightmare that fucks with my emotions and sometimes causes me to start crying when i wake up. I've only had two nightmares that both confuse me and mess with my emotions. My friend told me that my nightmares could become good books but i'm just writing this somewhat like a journal and keeping tabs of how my nightmare changes.