Every kid went through nightmares that scared them but my nightmares have always been a little odd since I cried but not because of fear but because I lost someone important to me and it felt like it had happened in real life. This same nightmare would happen every couple months but the person the was important to me would change in every dream. Just so ashley won't get butthurt i'll put have her in the dream. My dream went like this from how I remember it.
I was hanging out with a Ashley at an amusement park and we were having a great time. When her mom said they had to go. We didn't want to say goodbye yet because we wouldn't see each other all summer so we went on the roller coaster before saying goodbye. When the ride was over I saw that Ashley was gone and when her mom asked me where have went I didn't know how to respond. We looked everywhere for her when I saw Ashley being taken into a building by a man. Ashley's mom stayed in her apartment when I went to go look for her and there I saw the guy with both of them. The guy stabbed her mom and took Ashley I didn't know how to help so I left and hoped her mom would be okay when I got back. When I chased after the guy, he threatened to kill Ashley if I didn't go away. So I left and got help from a cop. The guy had seen me and be shot this billboard that was near me. He caused it to fall and kill 3 innocent people and he shot the cop from where he was. I hadn't known what he did to Ashley but I knew he would shoot me next. I couldn't help but to think I had probably let 6 people die and I couldn't do anything to save them. It was all my fault.
You could probably figure how bad this felt for me since like I said, one of my biggest fears are losing people I care for. The last time I had this dream I woke up crying and I told my boyfriend about it. Luckily the dream didn't have him in it and i'm happy it didn't actually have Ashley in it either because they're the closest people to me. Also yaretzy but if I had that dream and they were in it I don't know when I would've stopped crying, you see i'm an emotional person who hides their emotions well. I don't like sharing how I see people. Like Ashley and yaretzy will say sometimes that I don't see them as my best friend but in reality they are, I don't know what I would do if I lost them. Since I was little, I didn't have many friends so it was difficult for me. But when I met them I realized how it felt like to have people I could depend on. I'm grateful for them and they might not realize it. Yes I have feelings Ashley, but don't think too much of it.
