Chapter 5: I hate this.
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Nathans POV
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It hurt too see her like this. She was a mess. I just held her while she cried. I wish I could take away her pain. I just let her go. She needed to let it all out. She needed time to grieve. She has been keeping this bottled up for a whole week. I don't know how long we sat there. Mom and dad left to give us some privacy. I was grateful. This whole week I watched her closely. She was trying to hold herself together. She acted normal in school and around the house. It was as if she was on default.
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Her smiles were fake. She doesn't have any friends at school, but I think she prefers it that way. I'm going to guess she always was a loner. I saw her and that waiter dude together a lot. I didn't like the feeling I got when I saw them together. Amy was different. I knew that the first time I saw her. I distanced myself from her and vise versa. We lived in completely different worlds. Me being popular, she being the nerd. Our crowds never mix, but right now I couldn't give a fuck. She needed someone and I was here.
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We would probably go back to normal after today. Fighting as usual. I saw the sun begining to set. I think she noticed too cause she looked up. Her eyes were puffy and there was bags under her eyes. I wiped the last remaining tears from her eyes. She gave me a smile.
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She was going to be fine. She was going to be just fine.
Amy's POV
The sun was begining to set. I looked up and Nathan wiped the last remaining tears from my face. I gave him a smile. I was grateful that he stayed by my side, even thou I knew we had to go back to normal. Our worlds simply didn't collide, as in never. I sighed and Nathan stood up offering his hand to me. I took it and he pulled me up. I dusted myself off. I put on a mock expression of surprise.
"Is Nathan Parker being a gentleman? The world must of ended." I mocked and he scoffed.
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I pushed him playfully. He just smiled. Then realization dawned on me. I must look like a mess. I suppressed a groan. Well nothing I could do about it. We walked towards the car and Ms. Parker got out. She hugged me tightly. I hugged her back. I was still hurting but I felt at peace. I said my goodbye. I pulled away and smiled at her.
"I'm fine." I said to her, reassuringly. She nodded and we climbed back into the car. We got the house.
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I had this huge migraine. It hurt like a bitch. I walked towards the kitchen. It was huge. All the new technology. I didn't fit in here. I knew that much. I wasn't some rich kid, even if I lived here. I didn't even know where the pills were. I sighed and rested my head against the smooth cold counter top. It felt nice. My head felt as if it was on fire. I heard someone enter the kitchen. I knew it was Nathan, his mere presents made my heart race.
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I heard a door opened and close. I heard a tap running. I didn't once look up. I couldn't because the feelings I had was wrong. I had a crush on Nathan Parker. Oh my gods! I really, really liked Nathan. I sighed and I heard something being placed on the counter next to me. I looked up and saw that he placed a glass of cold water and pills that I needed, on the counter top. I looked up in his eyes. He nodded and I smiled a little.
"Thank you." I whispered. I took the pills and swallowed it down.
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I felt better. I stood up and went to my room. I grabbed my sketch book, a jacket and my pencil case. I went into the garden, almost tripping. I caught myself just in time. I wasn't tired, which was weird seeing that this was a very emotional day for me. I sat on one of the chairs in the garden. It was dark but the porch light was on, giving me enough light to draw.
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I wasn't really looking at what I was drawing, I just let my hand fly over the paper. Sketching always made me calm. I loved nature. I looked at what I drew and I gasped. What in the name of Hades! There stood a garden, like this one but that's not it. There in the middle of the garden stood Nathan. He looked relaxed. Kind, something he never is. I shook my head. It looked so memorizing. What the fuck is wrong with me?
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I can't draw stuff like this! I need to get Nathan Parker out of my fucking brain!
Too late for that honey, I warned you.
Shut up!
Why? Cause the truth hurts, doesn't it?
Just be quiet. I have enough on my fucking plate at the moment.
I sighed. I closed the book and sat there for awhile. I let the cool night air calm my racing heart. I looked up at the stars and saw one star shine brightly and I smiled.
"Mom, I'm so deep that I don't know what to do. What happens when two very different worlds collide?" I asked softly. I wish she could answer me.
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Yeah sure Nathan wasn't a complete jerk to me today but I knew tomorrow it'll be back to normal. Tomorrow I won't even exist for him. I really needed to sleep. Tomorrows school. Great! Another awkward ride to school. I stood up and went to my room. I kicked out my stilettos and climbed into bed. I laid there for awhile just thinking about Nathan.
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I knew I shouldn't but really. I just let it go for tonight. I fell into a deep dream of grey eyes and cocky bastards.
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