A Drug Dealer's Queen

Chapter 13

*3 weeks later*

*Tia POV*

          My Adrenaline has really been high lately and I been feeling sick. The images of me pullng that trigger keeps replaying in my head and most importantly Daquan's face has been stuck in my head and it give me sweats. Im not a killer at all and I don't like this feeling. Everybody has been staying here since all this shit went down. It's been three weeks since everything happened and to be honest. I just wish it was all over. I haven't heard from Keisha. I mean I don't regret beating her ass like that but damn my bad bitch come back I need to vent. I just feel like beside them I had no one else to conifde in. Trey always gone and never around. These past three weeks he's been acting different and he hasn't been acting phased by this whole situation. It was bad enough loosing my mother then having to kill the person who did it. But having to deal with it by myself is like torture because I have all of these crazy thoughts of that night. 

          Devin walks in and sits beside me. Why is he just staring at me. "You know we gone have to move soon. This place too hot and I'm pretty sure they know you killed him and they are really gone try to make a move if we stay here for much longer." he said. I just stared ahead because I didn't know what to do. I've never had to live on my own and especially without my mother.  He took out a blunt from his pocket and sat it on the table and threw a lighter on the couch. As he stood from the couch and headed towards the door he turned around, "Don't beat yourself up about your first body. It'll keep replaying in your head but you gotta keep pushing. You a killer now and it's time to start moving like one. And that doesn't include sittin here drowning in your on sadness. Not to be mean and I'm sorry for your loss, but in this game it's either kill or be killed. Daquan was your first body and it won't be your last. You got enemies now." with that he walked on out the door. 

          And there I was, alone like always. I lit the blunt and just sat back thinking about my next move. Each time I hit the blunt it's pain behind it. Im trading blues for green today.

*Keisha POV*

          I really been on edge since they killed Daquan. They tied me up and treated me like a whole hoe out here and I want revenge. I know Devin ass gave me this gun trying to be slick and have my fingerprints on it. But I'm not stupid. I already cleaned that shit off. And as far as TT, oh that bitch got it coming. She beat my ass once but never again. "Mommy, can i have pancakes and eggs today." Nikya yelled coming out of her bathroom from brushing her teeth. I picked her up and sat her on the counter and tickled her until she started to laugh dramatically. Eventually I started to laugh with her because she's so Dramatic. "How about you go in there and wash up and get ready for school and I'll fix you some cereal." I told her trying to convince her to eat cereal because we were low on pancakes. "But mommy pancakes are better and they'll give me energy throughout the day to stay focused." she said sounding smart. I like how she put her words but no. "And if you eat some cinnamon toast crunch you'll have the same energy now go get ready for school.

*Trey POV*

        I'm numb. I'm hurt. I'm a man who just lost my mother to some bullshit my father was in, and I want BLOOD. Past three weeks been hell for me. I dont act like I'm sad but deep down inside, this shit killing me man. I was truly a momma's boy and how can I be that without a mama. I drank the last swallow of gin that I had in my hand and then threw the bottle against and yelled out in frustration followed by a faint cry. I walked over to the wall and slid down the wall with my head in my hands crying harder than ever. This a loss that I will never get over and it really cut me deep. Literally. I grabbed one of the thick sharp pieces of glass and started to cut my wrist. The most pain I've ever felt was loosing my mother so this aint shit. I felt my head getting light and I'm getting dizzy. Everyhting went white, not black but white.......

Hey my loves. This shit aint proofread. It's been a long time since the last update but come on now yall gotta fuck with me. I been busy and I just made a big move to vegas. So im fresh meat in a new state with nothing to do besides working. So I'll try to update more. This is short but it'll leave you thinking.

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oh yea and tell ya lil pissy booty ass friends to read it and weap LMAO!!!!!! Im just playing guys