I'm Okay... (FemDeku)

Pain

~Continued Flashback~

(Deku's POV)

"I'm taking you to an orphanage."

"WHAT?" Me and my father shouted at the same time. This was... what? I mentally can't process this information right now. What the frick is going on? "Why?" Was all was able to get out, but my voice cracked and it was barley autible. My mother still heard.

"I don't want you, and your father obviously doesn't care for you." She spat. My eyes widened my chest ached, but I already knew this. I turned my head slowly to look at my father, you could practically see his rage radiating off of him.

"No! She's not going anywhere!" My father commanded.

"Oh, and why is that?" My mother teased. He just stared at her forming an answer in his mind. When he said how he still wanted me I wished so badly this meant he still cared, but that was false hope. I knew why he didn't want to let me go. He had too much pride to admit it though, so I spoke up for him.

"Because I'm his toy. He doesn't want to loose his play thing." I squeaked my words were was so quiet but they were still heard. Realization formed in my mothers face along with surprise.

"Oh for the love of god please don't tell me you have been raping your own daughter!" He looked away. My mother continued to poke at him. "I know you don't love her but this is taking it too far." She sighed. When he didn't answer she turned to me. "How often?"

This time it was my turn to look away. "Often." I whispered under my breath. She looked at me, and I could just make out a little bit of sympathy in her eyes. She shook her head lightly and took one of my wrists leading me out of the room towards the exit. I was surprised my this sudden movement but followed mindlessly anyway. My mother had just reached out her hand to turn the nob when my father appeared in front of us.

"I said she's not going anywhere!" He growled loudly.

"Move!" Mother yelled. He threw a punch at her and his fist connected hard with her cheek. She fell on the floor and held the bruising wound. I didn't know what to do, this could get really ugly. I backed away into a wall, and collapsed against it. He took a step towards her, and kicked her side causing her to curl up into a ball of pain. She tried to stand up but failed and was met with another punch, this time in the gut. After that she looked pissed off and was able to get a smack of her own in. With this my father exploded. He got so violent and kicked and hit my mother too many times to count. I was sure she a had a few broken bones. I wanted to scream or yell for him to stop but I just sat leaning against he wall, frozen. He threw her against the wall and finally I snapped out of my daze and ran out the door and the farthest away I could get from that house. I could hear my father shouting for me but I ignored him. I ended up running into town and carefully found my way to the police station.

"Help... my father... is... going to... kill... me and my... mother!" I panted I was out of breath from sprinting all the way here.

"What!?" I heard a few police officers say.

"My father... he's was attacking my mother and I got away. I need help."

"Okay where do you live?" I told them my address and they left reminding me to stay in the station. I took a seat still a bit out of breath and shocked by today's events. Then I heard the door open. Before I could turn around my father was hitting and punching me. I could feel a trickle of blood running down the side of my face and my tears were falling fast. I was begging and screaming for him to stop, then held me against the wall slowly lifting me by the throat. I couldn't breath at all and my vision became blurry, right when I heard, 

"It's alright! Why? Because I am here!" (Something like that right? I can't remember) All Might burst through the door. He looked exactly like how he did on TV. I would have felt relieved but my father still had his hand around my throat. I was desperately scratching at his hand trying to get him to let go, but he wouldn't. Or at least not until All Might flung him off of me. He tied him up without much effort and went up to me. I was currently holding my throat coughing my lungs out. "Are you okay young man?"

"I'm a girl." I croaked.

"Oh! I am sorry young woman!" He said awkwardly. "Are you okay?" I nodded not wanting to use my voice.

A few hours later I was in the hospital. They said that I would stay only for a few days because of my bruised throat and slight concussion. I was informed of my mother death and my father being but in jail. All Might knocked on my door twice and opened it. "Young Midoriya!" He seemed happy or maybe he was just faking it, trying to cheer me up. "I have a proposition! Would you like to come live with me after you are discharged?" He has his large grin plastered on his face but he seemed so happy and I could tell it was genuine. I was a bit surprised by this, I didn't even know him for a full day and he was inviting me to live with him.

"Why would you want me?" I questioned, my voice was still scratchy and it hurt to talk.

"Because I like you!" He stated. "Also those orphanages aren't normally the best." He whispered. He seemed so happy and I just couldn't refuse, plus this was my favorite hero.

"Sure." I felt so numb. And that feeling never truly, completely disappeared. That is why I started cutting myself more often. Before I would only do it on really awful days. I wanted to feel something. Pain was so much better then emptiness. I couldn't fill this emotional whole in my heart so I decided to feel the physical sting of a razor being dragged across my skin instead.

~End of flashback~

A/N

It's the beginning of spring break! I'll probably update more this week.

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