BOOK 2 Spinning spades-Kingofspades X Fem! Reader

Chapter 10

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You open your tired eyes and find that Ace is no where to be found, as well as your King. You rubbed your eyes for a moment, then running your fingers through your hair, you felt oddly tired. You pulled he covers off of yourself and got up out of bed. You couldn't help but look at yourself in the mirror,many that's when you noticed it, you gained weight and you had numerous stretch marks. You lifted up your shirt for a moment and scanned your stomach, full of stretch marks and you where about 20 lbs heavier. You sighed with anxiety, for the most part you didn't care about what people thought but, this was different, this was your body. You felt fear and sadness sink in your stomach as you pulled your shirt down. You felt absolutely embarrassed and shameful of your body, you hated this.

You tried to push the feeling aside and decided to try and find where the King and Ace is. You took a couple steps and felt the soreness in your legs, a bit in your hips too, although the King may have healed you, you weren't fully recovered. You sighed softly and walked out of the room, feeling your muscles burn.

Your small feet made a cute tapping sound that echoed gracefully as you walked down the hallway. You shoved your hands into the pockets off your sweatpants, you went to bed in your f/c t shirt and grey sweatpants and you are still wearing them, you honestly look like a hot mess.

You entered the throne room and rubbed your eyes lazily, you still felt incredibly drowsy. You looked around for a moment and then saw The King holding Ace, and talking to Rouxls.

You walked over to The King and he instantly heard your footsteps, he turned to you with a smile, but then it dropped a bit as he gave Ace to Rouxls for a moment. He cupped your chin and gave your a sorry smile. "You don't look so good dear, are you feeling alright?" He asked concerned, his hand slithered down to your waist, but you pulled away instantly with anxiety, you knew he was going to feel your extra weight. You shoved your hands into your pockets and smiled. "Yeah I'm fine...just tired." You replied with a soft but shaky tone of voice. He looked into your eyes, "Are you sure, you look a bit pale." He commented. You chuckled lightly and rolled your eyes, "I'm fine, don't worry okay."

You smiled at Rouxls and took Ace from him, you held him close as you felt him giggle. You ruffled his navy blue locks of hair as he placed his small hands on your cheeks. "Hi Ace." You cooed lightly to him. He giggled and squished your face. "Can you say, Mama?" You asked sweetly. "M-M-m-m...." He mumbled, trying to communicate but failing. You giggled and gave Ace back to Rouxls.

"Rouxls, can we have a moment, take Ace with you and guard him with your life, let him go play with Lancer and supervise, am I clear?" The King commanded. Rouxls nodded swiftly and left the throne room.

You looked at the floor for a moment, you where ashamed of your stretch marks and weight. You felt the Kings warm hand cup your cheek, you looked up at him for a moment with rosy cheeks. "Look...I know something is wrong, you aren't just tired dear..." He spoke softly, trying to ease your nerves, but oh God, it did not help. "..." You didn't say a thing, you where completely unable. "Please..." He mumbled, wanted to know what's wrong. You felt bad for keeping quiet, you sighed softly and looked up at him with tired eyes. "...I hate my body......" You mumbled softly. The King smirked and held your hand tightly. "You hate your body? That's the most idiotic thing I've heard, you are the most beautiful person guaranteed." He chuckled lightly. You looked away, you still felt ashamed of your body. "I have stretch marks...." You mumbled embarrassedly. "So what? I still love you, your body is still beautiful." He said, unlocking fingers with yours and draping his hand over your waist. "But, I gained weight." You said, he could hear the sadness in your voice. The King rubbed his hand up and down your waist. "I don't care, you are beautiful, no matter what you think, what shape, size, if you have stretch marks, if you gained weight, I don't care, I love you." He said in a lower tone of voice, pulling you a little closer. You immediately gave him the biggest hug, he wrapped his arms around you tightly.

You let go of the hug and looked up at him with a smile. "Feel better?" He asked softly. You nodded swiftly and giggled with a soft smile.