BOOK 2 Spinning spades-Kingofspades X Fem! Reader

Chapter 26

-CONTAINS SLIGHT GORE, (a little blood) NATURAL CAUSES, NOT ABUSE-

(Also, you might be concerned about Y/Ns mental state. I promise she is okay, she is just going through a rough time, she will be okay!)

As you walked to the Card Castle you felt incredible abdominal pains, your hand tightly clutched your baby bump and you began sweating rapidly. Your walking pace began to slow more and more as the pain got worse. You also felt terrible back pains. You slowly walked behind the group of Ruddins, your breath was heavy and you where pale. One of the Ruddins couldn't help but notice your state, and halted the group. The Ruddin walked up to you and had a look of worry on its face. "My Queen, are you feeling alright?" They asked in a soft tone. You stopped walking and held your baby bump. "N-no..." You murmured. You felt something drip down your leg, your eyes adverted to your leg, blood streamed from your crotch and your shorts where stained with crimson. You looked at the group of Ruddins, their faces where plastered with worrisome horror. Your eyes widened in realization. "M-my baby." You mumbled. "I think I lost my...b-ba-" Your words where suddenly cut off by you feeling lightheaded, the world seemed as it was spinning and you where paused in slow motion, your eyes suddenly rolled back, you collapsed to the ground and laid limp on the grass.

One hour later...

You fluttered your eyes open to see a bright light, your eyes darted around the room with worry, but soon you noticed you where in a familiar room, the medical room. You laid on the medical bed. You nervously sat up, and noticed you where clothed in a medical gown, the blood was gone, but stains where still noticeable. You placed a hand on your stomach, to feel the baby bump, it was...barely there. You placed another hand on your stomach, trying to feel if the baby was still there. Your throat felt suddenly dry and your eyes welled up with tears. You sniffled softly before tears ran down your rosy cheeks, falling on your medical gown. You weren't entirely sure about what happened, but you have an idea, a horrible idea. You suddenly heard a soft knock at the door, before a Hathy entered the room with a clipboard and a sorry smile. "My Queen, your baby-" "M-my baby?! What's wrong with my baby?" You asked them worriedly. "...I am sorry to inform you of your baby, you have had a spontaneous abortion." They told you. "Spontaneous abortion? What's that supposed to mean?" You asked them. Your glazed over eyes where entirely fixed on the Hathy with fear. "It means that...that...you've had a miscarriage...I'm sorry." They told you sadly. Your jaw hung from your face, you couldn't say a word. Your hands shook rapidly as you tried to contain yourself, but you couldn't. Your eyes flooded with tears and ran down your face endlessly, you put your hands up to your eyes and covered your face as you softly wept to yourself. (This took a moment to write I literally started crying idk why I'm emotional lol) "You should expect vaginal bleeding for the next couple days, I will leave you to collect your thoughts My Queen. And once again, I am terribly sorry." The Hathy walked out of the room, but new footsteps entered the room.

You felt the bed crease in besides you, you didn't move a muscle, you only wept harder with sorrow. You felt an arm wrap around your shoulder and pull you in for a side hug, you leaned in and rested your head on their chest as you continued crying into your hands. Their hand comforting rubbed your shoulder. "It isn't your fault Y/N." The Kings familiar voice spoke. You paused yourself, you felt your veins bubble with anger. You sat up and took your hands from your face, wiped your tears, and looked up at him. "This has to be a joke." You told him angrily as a few tears escaped from your eyes. "A joke?" He asked confusedly. You sat up and pushed his arm off of you, then stood up from the bed, standing in front of him with your hands on your hips. "Oh? You act so confused and fucking dandy! Have you forgotten that you hit me? Oh, and hurt my shoulder even more? And to top the sundae, I just lost my baby! And now, you want to comfort me?" You told him angrily as you threw your hands up in the air. "I-" "No! Don't talk to me, I want to be alone." You told him as you sprinted out of the room. You ran and ran and ran, until you where at a dead end. You wanted to be alone.

A week later...

You sat in a dimly lit room, on a windowsill and gazing at the outside. You wore a huge sweater that draped to your calfs. The room was dusty, and was in no use, it had lights, but you didn't like them on. You spent most of your time here, pondering and dwelling in your sadness. You slept here, you refused to sleep with the King, although he wanted you to converse with him. You had been sad because of your baby but the sadness was slowly dwindling away, but the sadness from Spades hasn't left. You wanted to forgive him, you love him after all, but you don't have the courage to. You wanted to know what was happening in his mind, because you knew that this wasn't him but you just couldn't get to him, it upsets you greatly. You haven't spoken to him, Rouxls, or anyone besides Ace and Lanced for the past week, you haven't had the voice in you to do it. The bruise on your cheek was fading, and the scar on your shoulder was barely noticeable in the right lighting. You haven't ate in awhile, 7 hours, but you aren't hungry. Although you are sitting in darkness, and the world seems terrible, you have a feeling in your soul, that everything will turn out alright, like a flicker of light.

A small smile curls onto your lips at your feeling, you haven't felt the relief of a smile in awhile. You sighed softly and leaned against the window, looking into the darkness again. "Y/N, my Queen?" Rouxls voice called out in the room. You looked over your shoulder and waved a hand, signaling to come over by you. He walked over to you and sat besides you. "Has thou...spoken to thy King yet? Or anyone at the least?" He asked. You sighed softly before your gaze averted to him, you locked eyes with him, before your rosy lips curled into a warm smile. Rouxls gasped excitedly, and franticly waved his hands like a fan girl. "...I...I'm sorry for not speaking to you Rouxls, you shouldn't have to put up with my antics. Anyways, no I haven't...but I need to." You told him. He was smiling ear to ear. "Finally, thou has spoken. But yes, you should speak to him. Although he has done thou wrong...he is thou husband." Rouxls told you. You sighed lightly before nodding, enough was enough, you needed to fix things.

We need to fix things together.