"Hey guys! We are 5 seconds of summer!" Luke said cheerfully.
Michael slapped him, "you're so stupid, would they buy tickets to a concert that they don't know who's playing?" The crowd laughed. Ashton started drumming and the Michael and Luke started strumming, Calum started plucking. The opened up with Reject. They continued to play for about two hours. Best night of my life. It's my Make-A-Wish wish.. I've had cancer for about 10 years now, I was diagnosed when I was 7. The cancer has been here, gone, comes back, goes away, goes. The doctor says its the last time I have to deal with this, then the doctor told my Nonna (grandmother) that I don't have a very good chance to live after this... I'm supposed to be meeting the boys but I'm kinda scared because I look like poop, my wig is itchy and keeps drifting away from where it's supposed to be, my light blue floral 5sos wife beater looks weird on me but it's cute, except you can see my scars.. (Different story, different day) it's so cold, my tiny body hurts from shivering. My pants have a rip in the knees, and you can see how pale I am and I don't like that. They know that I'm a cancer patient because Nonna had to contact their manager to contact them telling them to be careful with me because I could die at any moment.
A guy started to walk over to me because I was still sitting down since I didn't know what to do. He walks closer, I realize who he is, he is the Calum Thomas Hood! Oh my gosh! What? He walked over and sat next to me, he gave me a hug. "Hey gorgeous" he said as he took off my wig "You don't need this" he throws the wig. "I'm Calum, what's your name?"
I look at the wig, as Michael got it and walked over. I studied him for a minute and I pass out. Crap, the best day of my life, ruined! No fair! From what I know they drove me to the hospital. I got plugged up to a billion things once I finally woke up I saw Calum crying in the chair of my room. I tap my hand my eyes are still closed. He rushes over to the bed, I point to it motioning him to sit with me. He moved my fragile little body so he cold lay next to me. I laid my head on his shoulder, "They said you were to cold" he gets up and he takes off his hoody and placed it over top of me. I smile, I start to open my eyes as he creeps back in and I lay back down, he gently holds my hand. "Tell my if I'm hurting you" I get enough strength to look up at him. I whispered, "you could never hurt me." I lay my head on his shoulder.. "My names Faith, and I know you're Calum.. I wouldn't use my make a wish wish on a band I didn't know." I blush. I could feel his smile creeping on his face.
"Why'd you waste your make a wish on us..? We aren't special" I felt him get sad.. I heard the tone in his voice changed.
"You guys are my heroes.." I paused, "without you I'm nothing.." A small tear rolled down my face. It landed on his chest. He held my hand a little tighter. It hurt but I can't say that to him.. He might get offended. The doctor came in. He called Calum outside the room to talk to him. He took awhile to get up, he looked at me kissed my forehead "stay strong babe" and romantically left go of my hand. I died inside.. This is, the best make a wish ever.. Maybe that's the only reason he's being nice, maybe he likes me... No it's just not possible. I've spent like 40 minutes playing "guess the song" 5sos version... My friend Ana and I would do that whenever I'm in the hospital. She'd give me random lyrics and I had to guess the song... We also did that with the boys keeks, she puts up with me even though she doesn't have to it's like the boys and how they put up with us.
Calum walked in, he was in tears. He walked over to the bed and just fell "no no no no" he cried. He texted the boys to come here, he was freaking out, which was freaking me out. "Calum, what's wrong?!" I felt my voice shake. I was scared. I logged into @the-p3asant which is my tumblr.. It's a depression blog... Remember when I brought up my arms earlier? Yeah.. I have depression and anxieties, which is why I don't get out much... As I was scrolling through my dashboard, I saw a video of Calum.. "Next time you are cutting; think like you're cutting people you love" I held in my tears, he looked up at me,"I remember saying that.." He whipped a tear from his face. "You can cry if you want to, I can tell by the way your blinking, Ashton does that too.."
I thought that ment that Ashton holds in tears too, but no.. He takes my arm gentelly. He's trying to count the cuts and scars on my arms. "Scars are supposed to heal.. You're already battling this freaking cancer.. Now you have to defeat you're self harming.." He cried some more..
I take his hand, "There are days of takin more than I can give. And there are choices that I've made that I wouldn't make again. I've had my share of laughter, of tears and trouble times. This has been the story of my life. I have won and I Have lost. I got it right sometimes, but sometimes I did not. Lifes been a journey. I've seen joy I've seen regret. Oh and you have been my hero through all of it. You were there when it all came down on me. When I was blinded by my fear and I struggled to believe. But in those unclear moments. You're the one keeping me strong. This is how my storys always gone. You've been my hero throught all of it. And this is who you are more constant than the stars up in the sky. All these years of our lives. I look back and I see you. Right now I still do. And I'm always going to. I have won and I have lost, I got it right sometimes but sometimes I did not. Lifes been a journey. I've seen joy I've seen regret. Oh and you have been my hero through all of it.. and you always will.."I tear up, I lift my hand up with the little energy that I had left and I wiped the tear off his face. "You will always be my hero, not all heros wear capes, just like not all angels have wings"
He looks at me, and replies, "Just like not princesses wear crowns.."
