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(BTS) Taehyung/Jimin - Heartbroken, but loved

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"What do you mean something wrong? I told you it was okay, didn't I?" I say, trying my best to hold my tears in, "But it's wrong Y/N! It's not okay! I left you hurt when you didn't do anything wrong! You were hurting while I was being a coward and not telling you how I felt!" he slightly screamed. I paused, not knowing how to answer to that, and then the question popped up, "how do you feel about me then?" I ask, tears already falling out of my eyes, "I," he started, why does this boy like to make me wait for his answer so much?! Then with one breath he said...

~Your POV~

    "Ahh~ Fresh air of home!" I smiled as I had just came back home from my abroad studies. I looked around to find Jin because he was going to pick me up, then I heard my phone buzz. It was a text from Jin saying that he's busy so he sent Jimin instead, I looked away from my phone to search for Jimin, only for him to tackle me in a bear hug, "J-Jimin! You're crushing me!" I say gasping for air. "Hehe, sorry" he chuckled and rubbed the nape of his neck, I shook my head and sigh, "Hey! Let's go home now!" He screams, I laugh and follow along. When we got to the dorm, everyone came to greet me, everyone except Taehyung, where is he? I went to my room to unpack, but before I can even put my clothes away, the doorbell rang, "Hey Y/N, Taehyung and F/N are here!" Jin yells out, "ok!" I yell out, I ran to the stairs to go down to greet them, but before I could, I saw a horrifying sight, he was with her. There's nothing wrong with that, of course, but, he was kissing her. I was heartbroken, how could he do this? We made a promise that we would wait for each other when I'm away, I guess he couldn't do that, "hey guys!" I shout trying to sound like I'm okay, we made slight eye contact before I broke it away, "I forgot something in my room, I'll be back okay?" I say, they nodded and I ran into my room before anyone could see my tears. I locked the door and started crying, slowly falling asleep. When I woke up, I smelt food, I washed up and went downstairs to see Jimin cooking instead of Jin, "Jimin, why are you cooking instead of Jin?" I ask, he smiles, "Hyung looked like he was tired so I decided to do for him" he replies, I smile,  this little mochi, "let me help" I say as I put on an apron, he nodded and we were having so much fun together. I had a lot of fun that I didn't notice the glares we were receiving from a certain someone.
    "Y/N!!!" I hear F/N scream, I faked a smile, "F/N!!" I scream back, "So! While you were away, Taehyung did the most romantic thing ever! He took me out on a romantic date and asked me out and..." I cut her off, "yeah yeah, I'm still single here okay! Don't make me feel left out!" I say "sarcastically", she laughed, "okay, but Jungkook said to go eat, Jimin finished setting up he table." I nodded and we left. We got to the entrance of the kitchen and I ignored Taehyung, "Y/N!" I hear Jimin shout, "Sit next to me!" He yells, I smile and nodded slightly. I sat down smiling unaware of the glares I was getting from the same certain someone. "Tomorrow we're going to the amusement park! We need some bonding time!" Namjoon says, we all cheered and went to sleep early so tomorrow we wouldn't be late for our group trip.
    The next day, I got ready and wore a white t-shirt with a blue flannel, jean shorts, and a blue hat. I got all my necessities and went to the living room where everyone was waiting, but only 2 people were missing, Jimin and Taehyung. F/N was asleep so I went to go check up on Taehyung while Yoongi went to check up on Jimin. *Knock Knock Knock* "Taehyung?" I ask, no answer. I slowly opened the door to find him on his phone, "are you ready? We're all waiting for you downstairs" I say coldly, he flinched at my tone, "Y/N, I didn't mean to-" I cut his explanation off "Just... meet us downstairs" I say, tears brimming my eyes, I took a deep breath and calmed down, today was going to be hell.  I walked downstairs with everybody getting ready to leave, "where's Taehyung?" F/N asked, I scowled, "he said he wouldn't go unless it's you who checks up on him" I lied,  she smiled, "that big dork" she says. I mentally sighed in sadness.
    "Y/N!!! LET'S GO ON THAT ONEEEE!!!!" Jimin yelled, I smile, why is he so cute? "Sure" I say. We all got on the ride and had fun, today was the day where I genuinely felt happy from coming back home... but that all ended when he pulled me away from the group, "Y/N I-" I cut him off, "Listen Taehyung, it's okay, you love her so, I don't need your-" it was my turn to be cut off, "Y/N listen!" he shouts, I stay quiet, "Y/N, I still love you and I broke up with F/N so just, please give me a chance" he says, I was furious, "No Taehyung, you have to stay with her! I don't care if I love you or not, you already made her fall in love with you, leaving her just for me?! That's just selfish of you, I'm sorry Taehyung, but you decided to make her your girlfriend, not me" I say, tears threatening to fall. I left him to find F/N waiting for me, I widen my eyes, "H-how much did you hear?" I ask, she sadly smiled, "Everything, I heard his conversation with Yoongi about him just using me as a replacement for you, why didn't you go after him?" she asks, I hugged her and cried silently, "You love him, and I don't want to be a bad friend making you even more sad when I'm with him" I say, she started crying too, "you idiot" she says, we start crying for a bit and then decided to freshen up and go to the others.
    We got to the group to see Taehyung hanging his head low, "Hey Y/N" Jimin says, I smile, "let's go to the ferris wheel Jimin" he nodded. I glanced back at Taehyung, I'm sorry Taehyung, but you decided to go to her, not me. When me and Jimin got in a cart, he hugged me while I got comfortable in his chest. "Jimin?" I ask, "hmm?" he replied, "I love you" I answer, and it's true. Through all the times Taehyung has hurt me, Jimin has been helping me through it without even knowing. I felt his body tense up, "I-I" he started but never continued, tears brimmed my eyes, does he not love me back? "I-it's okay, you don't have to love me back, I'm just telling you" I say fake smiling to assure him while getting out of his arms, the ride has come to a stop and I quickly ran out, "Y/N! Hold on!" I hear him yell after me, I pretended that I couldn't hear and ran to the bathroom to hide. I stayed in the bathroom for, who knows how long. I was ignoring Jimin's call and texts, until I get a text message from Jin telling me that we had to go. I sigh and opened the door only to be pulled into someone else's chest, I froze, "Y/N, I'm sorry" I hear, it was Jimin, "W-what do you mean?" I stuttered out, hoping he would forget about my confession, "When you confessed, I just froze because I didn't expect you to say that, and then when you ran away, I realised that I did something wrong" he says, I felt the tears rushing up into my eyes, "What do you mean something wrong? I told you it was okay, didn't I?" I say, trying my best not to cry, "But it is wrong Y/N! It's not okay! I left you hurt when you didn't do anything wrong! You were hurting while I was being a coward and not telling you how I felt!" he said. I paused, not knowing how to answer to that, and then the question popped up, "how do you feel about me then?" I ask, tears already falling out of my eyes, "I," he started, why does this boy like to make me wait for his answer so much?! Then with one breath he said, "IlikeyoualotandI'mafraidyou'llrejectmesothat'swhyItookalongtimetoreply" I stood there shocked, "I'm sorry Y/N" he apoligizes for the nth time, I hugged him tightly, "you idiot" was all I said before Jin comes and tells us to hurry up, that we were taking too long to go to the vna, I chuckled and ran back with my new boyfriend, Jimin.

A/N: I'm still running low on ideas on the next chapter but, I think the next chapter is really cheesy. Sorry for the long waittt!!