I Don't Deserve You

Chapter One

Monday,

Time to get up and do whatever I always do every morning these days since I started dating Minatozaki Sana.

The months were good and sometimes it was hard because of her busy schedules and concerts.

I never had the chance to see her these days so that's why I decided to get up early to take her on a date and just the two of us alone together.

So I'm currently in my car and driving over to the dorm where the girls and Sana are.

Hopefully they don't have a busy schedule today because I really need to have a conversation with her.

I parked my car and walked up the steps and knocked on the door and await for my beautiful girlfriend to answer or one of her members.

"Y/n, what a surprise. I didn't suspect that you would be here." Nayeon said.

"Yeah, and is Sana here?" I asked.

"Bad timing..she just left half an hour ago." Nayeon said.

"Oh, well tell her that I dropped by and that we need to talk." I said.

Nayeon nods and closes the door as I walked down the steps and into my car.

Sana always does this to me before I come to the dorm. She always leaves before I get there.

I should not be worried about her but I just can't help it. When she gets back hopefully Nayeon gives her the message.

Tuesday,

I did the same things as I did yesterday and got in my car to see Sana this morning.

I hope she didn't leave before I get there.

When I arrived I knocked on the door and smiled when I saw my lovely girlfriend.

"Hey babe." Sana said.

"Did you get my message?" I asked.

"Yeah, Nayeon told me and I'm curious to know what you wanted to talk to me about." Sana said.

"Well, can I come inside?" I asked.

"You're welcomed here anytime baby." Sana said.

I smiled and walked inside as she closes the door behind me.

"Do you want anything to drink or eat?" Sana asked.

"No, can we go up to your room?" I asked.

Sana smirked and motioned for me to follow her which I obeyed.

As we arrived to her bedroom I shut the door and sit next to her on the bed.

"Sana, there's something that I need to tell you." I said.

"What is it? You sound so serious." Sana asked.

"Can you ask your manager to reduce the time schedules on your busy days?" I asked.

"Sure, why?" Sana asked.

"It's just that every time you get up and leave for an interview or some award show I just don't see you as much as I used to before." I explained.

"So you missed me?" Sana asked.

"I can't lie to you but yeah I did miss you." I said.

Sana smiles and kisses me as I put my hand up to cup her cheek and deepen the kiss.

"Woah! I'm sorry to interrupt." Tzuyu said.

Sana and I pulled away from each other and looked at Tzuyu who was standing in the doorway with her eyes covered.

"Tzuyu!" Sana yelled.

"It's okay I was just leaving anyway." I said and stood up.

Sana grabs my hand begging me not to go.

"I'll come back tomorrow babe." I whispered and gave her a quick kiss before leaving to my car.

It feels good to finally get that off my chest. Even though I should've told Sana sooner but it needed to come out.

But I'm glad that we settled things. Now I can see my beautiful girlfriend as much as I want and without her schedules getting in the way.