I Don't Deserve You

Chapter Three

Friday,

I got up and took my car to go see Sana and the girls.

When I got there I saw loads of paparazzi there in front of the door.

When they saw me they instantly walked towards me asking me lots and lots of questions.

"Is it true that you and Twice Sana are dating?"

"Are you Sana's boyfriend?"

"When did you and Sana start dating?

"How long have you been together?"

I walked passed them and knocked on the door as I was pulled inside.

"Y/N! I'm so glad that you're here." Sana said.

"Why are there a bunch of paparazzi outside of your door?" I asked.

"I figured that you would ask that." Sana said.

"Sana did you tell the world about our relationship?" I asked.

"No, I would never do that to us." Sana said.

"Then who did? Cause obviously they're asking me about our relationship." I said.

"Y/N, you know that I would never do anything to destroy this relationship that we have." Sana said.

"I know but it's just that someone must have told the paparazzi about us and wants to destroy your career and my life." I said.

"What's going on here?" Nayeon asked.

Sana and I turned to look at Nayeon as I walked towards Sana's room.

"Y/N's upset." Sana said.

"Why would y/n be upset?" Nayeon asked.

"Because someone must've told the paparazzi about our relationship." Sana said.

"Well, it certainly wasn't me. I would never do that to the both of you." Nayeon said.

"I know who would." Sana said.

Nayeon stared at Sana curiously before Sana could say who it was.

"What are you two talking about?" Tzuyu asked.

"Nothing." Sana said.

Tzuyu looked at both of them suspiciously knowing that they're up to something.

"We'll talk about this later." Sana whispered.

Nayeon nods and Sana walks towards where I am and shuts the door.

"I can't help the feeling that it was probably your ex." I said.

"No, it couldn't be Taehyung. He would never do that." Sana said.

"Are you sure?" I asked.

Sana hesitated as I stood up and walked to the opposite side of the room.

"If we are going to have to go through all these reporters and paparazzis then I say that we should break up." I said.

"Break up?" Sana asked.

"It's for the best." I said.

"No, I don't want to lose you. You're everything that I have and I don't want to lose what we have between us." Sana said.

"I'm sorry but I can't do this with reporters and paparazzis following us and capturing our every move all the time." I said.

"Y/N please don't leave me." Sana begged.

"I'm sorry." I said.

Then I walked out the door and never saw Sana again.

Saturday,

Ever since that day I have never been able to stop thinking about Sana.

Why did I have to break up with her over something that was not stupid?

What kind of a boyfriend was I? A very stupid one.

I should have never let her go but I needed to do what was best and I hope that she sees that one day.

Now that I'm single all over again I guess I should look for someone new.

But I just can't. I can't replace Sana. It's just too heartbreaking for me to replace her.

I need to talk to her and ask her to take me back.

But will she even take me back? Is she still upset that I broke up with her? Will the girls be happy to see me again?

I can't go back there until everything has died down a bit and the problems are resolved.