trigger warning: there is a suicide attempt in this chapter. if you are sensitive to this topic, then simply don't read it. i really don't want to get reported. if you are thinking about commiting.. my dms are always open !
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Quinn's POV
i stood there, looking in the mirror and notice everything bad about myself. he was right, alexis was gorgeous then there's me. a girl with cancer. a girl who was never a cheerleader. a girl who can't even love herself anymore.
i slowly lifted up the pill bottle, my hands shaking with fear and anticipation. do i really want to do this? do i want to end my life when i have so much to live for?
i shook my head and popped off the bottle, i put my lips to the edge of the bottle and swallowed the pills as if they were water.
with every gulp i took, i felt my head spin, my heart was racing. my hearing ringed and my face lost it's color. i dropped the pills when i didn't have the strength to hold myself up.
my body collapsed onto the floor and i closed my eyes, feeling my heartbeat slow down through my ears.
my vision was about to go fully blank until i saw a couple figures rushing towards me.
and that's when i blacked out.
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i woke up with a killing headache, everytime i opened my eyes, a pounding aching came. the lights were immediately dimmed when a nurse came in.
the worse part wasn't even the pain.
it was the fact that a therapist followed in behind the nurse.
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sad and short chapter i'm sorry ! remember guys, if you need anyone im here. i have been through mostly everything and im willing to help you all ! i love you all muah !
