Jungkook Imagines✔️

Mask

So for the past few days I've been feeling a bit depressed. The feeling of emptiness is slowly devouring me inside out and I can't with it. I've been playing video games and writing these parts to ignore it but sometimes I feel... broken

My mood has been up and down lately and it's literally all because I feel worthless and unhappy at what I'm doing

If anyone has felt this before please tell me, I want to be happy again.
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This is a part made for people who feels the same way I feel... i really need

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(The end is a bit cute so ye)
Depression is something I've been going through,

Not a lot of people have noticed I've had it but I would always hide my inner emotions like a mask. When I feel hurt, angry and need support I hide it.

Like I'm embarrassed of it

At this age not a lot of people have believed that I've had this, since they always think I'm happy and always happy. But im not...

they just don't know

Don't know

Don't know

Don't know

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"I JUST DONT KNOW!" I yelled at Jungkook "I don't want to hurt you with my mental sickness Jungkook!"

"I don't care!" Jungkook said, grabbing my wrist as he pulled me into his arms "I love you too much to lose you just because of this! Listen to me Y/n-"

"No! Listen to me! You're going to be affected by this Jungkook... you don't know it!" I said "everyone around me has been affected by it and I don't want you to get hurt,"

"Listen to me Y/n... I just want to be with you... I don't care if I have to club Mount Everest or swim any fucking ocean!. If you're at the other side, I'll do it for you. And I don't care if it's going to get to me, I want to be on your side, supporting you and helping you recover just please,"

"N-no J-Jungkook," I cried, "the black in my soul with white in yours, it can't be mixed, you'll just turn gray!"

"You'll be broken," I continued "like me,"

"But I'm willing to do that for you... and I won't turn gray! I'll turn you gray," he said "gray is closer to white and you'll be recovered in no time!"

"I'm willing to walk you in with this... I'll help you! I just need you to trust me please," he says, holding your hands

"A-are you really willing to do that for me?" I stopped, letting my tears drop for the last time and stared at his eyes for any speck of lies.

I saw none

"Yes," he said without hesitation "I'm willing to do anything for your love,"

"You're not lying?" I said, stepping a bit closer to Jungkook

"Not even a bit," he said, holding onto your hands "I can be your therapist, let everything out I'm here for you,"

I hesitated st first but I thought that if I did talk to someone, it would make me a lot happier and understand my mental disorder a bit more. But that was the reason why I ended up here this way.

"I... I don't know," I said, looking down as my heart began to ache

"Then I'll walk through you step by step..." he said, pulling me into his embrace and tightening the hug as if there was no tomorrow. I felt something then.

Something special

My heart began to skip a beat but the darkness in my soul immediately crushed it. The sadness I felt within me was something I couldn't control. And I knew that

But you Jeon Jungkook... why are you trying to help me? Help me through this journey when I just want to die?

Why?

And as if he could read my mind, he let go of the hug and smiled.

"Because I love you... I'll be devastated when I hear the one I love is trying to kill herself.. I-I probably couldn't bear the pain!" He confessed, leaning closer towards my face.

"I love you (y/l/n) Y/n... from the moon and back," he said, kissing your lips as you both closed your eyes, letting your tears fall down your face. Jungkook knee this was the right thing. Even though there is a whole journey in from of him, he was willing to do anything for you.

And that's how you fell for him

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Yes I have depression and I hate it. I try to act happy but I sure damn know that ain't going to happen anytime soon.

I'm as cold as ice oof, if anyone asks me out I'll reject them cause I'm scared of being loved and being healed.

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