Jungkook Imagines✔️

Winter pt: 2

This is a continuation from my other part-Winter
I just really wanted to make an angst part right now cause I'm depressed so yeah.

Hope you're having a wonderful summer so far and enjoy ;)

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(Jungkook's POV)

⚠️WARNING! THIS PART IS FUCKING DEPRESSING AND IT CONTAINS SUICIDE. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE WITH THIS TOPIC, THEN PLEASE CLICK AWAY! 😭⚠️

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Its been a year hasn't it

I still regret about everything... all the hurtful words and actions I've done to her... and all she's ever done to me was love me

And I should've loved her

I even promised her that I would

I'm such an asshole

"I HATE YOU JEON JUNGKOOK," I yelled at myself as I looked at the mirror. There I saw a murderer, a liar and an idiot

My tears couldn't stop falling down as I started to hit myself. All the pain I have in my heart... I couldn't bear it.

 I turned my head and Looked at my reflection in the mirror and I hated it. I punched the mirror, not wanting to see my reflection no more... but that ended up sending glass shards to scatter everywhere on my bathroom floor.

I hated myself for losing such a precious, loveable and beautiful person like Y/n

I wanted to feel her warmth, see her smile, kiss her and I especially want her to tell me it's okay. I want her back. I miss her so much.

But I fucked up

" Im so sorry," I whimpered, punching my chest from the pain I felt. I cried and cried, making my eyes swollen and filled with tears, blurring my vision.

My whole body felt tired and I layed down , not caring I was laying down on the sharp shards of the mirror.

The pain was endurable, but me losing you was not...

"It should've been me.... I don't deserve her or to live in this world..." I whispered "I don't want to-

My eyes shot open and smelled something from the kitchen. The smell was too familiar and the only thing I could think was Y/n. I start running to the kitchen, only to see Y/n's mom cooking.

"O-oh," I sighed, feeling disappointed to not see you there.

"I know..." she said "I miss her too... my baby she's gone,"

"I'm so sorry, it's all my fault,"

"It's actually not... she's been suffering from depression but she never told you because she didn't want you to be worried,"