A Why Don't We Baby

Why don't we baby: Part 7

Christina left and came back with the tests.

"I'll take one after the show."

The boys were getting ready to preform in the greenroom. Christina and I were standing backstage when they boys and Tate walked in. Tate was holding Jonah's hand. I could feel myself starting to tear up.

Christina held my hand and squeezed it tight, she was letting me know she was here for me.

Jonah looked me dead in the eyes. I couldn't tell if he looked sorry or desperate, he didn't say anything. The boys went on and it was Tate and me and Christina left standing alone.

"I hope you don't mind, right?"

I looked Tate dead in the eyes, with no emotion. "Don't mind about what?"
"Me starting something with Jonah?"
"What?"
"You know, like a relationship? It's just I didn't want to incase you guys had something, but from what Jonah said last night it doesn't seem like you guys have anything."
"What did he say?"
"That you were just jacks little sister."
"You know what Tate? Go ahead."

I stormed out of the venue and ran onto the tour bus. Soon after, I heard the boys running onto the bus, clearly oblivious to me falling apart in the bathroom.

I opened the box of tests. I used it.

"DANIEL!"

I yelled his name from the bathroom of the tour bus. He was the only one I trusted right now. He was my best friend. I was freaking out.

"Hold on Y/n, I'll be with you in a minute!"
"DANIEL! I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW!"
"All right, all right, I'm coming,"

I started to panic. The test on the sink was starting to work. Fuck.

"Y/n, what's wrong, why do you need me?"

I held up the box of tests. His jaw dropped.

"Suprise?"
"Y/N! WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH PREGNANCY TESTS!"
"SHhhh! The boys are outside!"
"Y/n, you don't seriously think...."
"Welllll....."
"Y/n!"
"Jonah told me this wouldn't happen!"
"JONAH!?!"
"SHHHH!"
"Y/n, are you serious?"

The test was done, on the other side it showed the result.

"Turn it."
"No. I'm scared."
"You're gonna find out either way."

I flipped the test. It was a plus. I was pregnant.

"Fuck." Daniel and I mumbled under our breaths.
"And it's Jonah's."
"Yep."
"That's a good thing though, right?"

I explained everything that happened to Daniel. I could see the anger rising in his face. He turned around and swung the bathroom door open. I shoved the pregnancy test in my back pocket.

"Where's Jonah." Daniel asked, he was so angry he was bouncing on his heels.
"In his bed, why?" Corbyn asked confused.
Daniel turned around and stormed off to the beds in the bus. I ran after him. He ripped the curtain back to find Jonah and Tate lying in his bed. A tear fell down the side of my face followed by many more. I ran out.

"Y/n, Wait." Jonah called out after me. "Please Y/n."
He grabbed my arm, I tried to pull away but he was too strong.

I ran out of the bus and into the car park, Jonah still following me.

"WHAT IS GOING ON JONAH? YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME THEN YOU LEAVE WITH TATE? YOU LEAVE ME TO SLEEP ALONE AND WAIT FOR YOU? WAIT FOR YOU AND THEN REALISE YOU'RE NOT COMING BACK? THEN TO FIND OUT YOU THINK IM JUST JACK'S LITTLE SISTER? TO THEN HAVE TO DO SOMETHING THAT NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO DO ALONE WITHOUT YOU!" I was screaming in his face, sobbing. Tears blurred my vision. It was like someone had died right in front of me.

"Y/n, what are you talking about? What did you have to do alone?"
"Forget it Jonah. I'm done."
"No you have to understand."
"Understand what? You chose Tate."
"No baby, please."
"Fine. Speak. Tell me why you held her hand and stayed with her for the night instead of me. Tell me why you posted photos on Instagram and told her I wasn't your girlfriend and that after all of this fighting with Jack, you just abandon me without a thought?"

He didn't say anything.

"That's what I thought."

With tears still streaming down my face I walked back into the bus, everyone was still staring at me. I walked past them and to where the beds were. I grabbed my stuff and messily started to throw it into a bag. Jonah walked behind me, I felt him pull something out of my pocket. Shit.

I turned around. Jonah was examining the test.

"This is what you had to do alone."
I nodded my head as the tears fell down my face.
"And it's mine?"
I nodded again. This time, I was sobbing.
"I'm sorry."

My face crumpled. I didn't know what to do. Jonah pulled me into a hug. My face fell into his neck. I let him hug me.

"It's gonna be ok."
"No... I have to go."
"Go where Y/n? You have to stay."
"I can't do this to you."
"What are you talking about?"
"You have a whole life Jonah! You're going to do amazing things, me and this baby can't be stopping you!"
"Y/n. You and this baby are the best things that ever happened to me."