timing

Part 5

Days passed one towards another and since Elsa's first day she promised herself that she won't ever date again until John does and she will never forget his medicine time again, and she never did again.. On the other hand, John was slowly liking Elsa more, not just as a childhood bestfriend but as a lover and since they are attached to each other since they were kids you can easily guess that this will be a strong affection and an unbreakable bond not just some sort of attraction.. On a school night John took the keys of his mother's car and drove to Elsa's house climed to the window and kept knocking on it till Elsa's pretty glowing round eyes appear in the window which she opens "what are you doing here?" she asks yawning "come on sleepy head a wonderful night is waiting for you" John says excited as he pulls her to get through the window, she takes a moment to think and then decides to go so they both climb down and get into his mother's mini-van and John cruises through their small town to get to the amusement park in the town which is surely closed by now since it's 3 AM.. "what are we doing here at 3 in the morning you idiot?" she asks laughing.. He looks at her foolishly and says "girl you'll have the time of your life right now", "how will we even get in, and if we do how will we play anything", he gets out a big chain of keys "we'll just use the keys".. (his uncle works there and helped him get them).
     They get in and start playing a game after another then they finish in one game where it goes up about 100 meters high and you can make it stop there for a while and so they do looking at the small town from high above he says "Funny isn't it?," what is? "she replies without looking at him," how that this small boring town of ours looks so beautiful from far away, just like everything else, like everybody else" he says.. " all you need is to take one close look at someone then you can see he's full of flaws" she says, he looks at her now and says "except for you".. She's now looking at him saying nothing as he continues talking "you see I look at my cup of coffee I see tons of flaws, I look at my friends I see things I don't wanna see, even my parents I look at them and see things I don't wanna belive except for you, I look at you from far away I admire you, I get one step closer, two steps closer I get right into your face and I see nothing but your gorgeous shiny bright brown eyes that look like pools of honey and all I wanna do is just stare at them for the rest of my life, I think of you every second of my day and I am not sorry for that because...... I LOVE YOU, not that bestfriends love no I love you more than anything I loved I wanna be yours I want you to be mine.. Elsa with tears in her eyes not knowing how to answer these beautiful words her lips are shaking she opens her mouth and closes it hesitantly she doesn't know what to say or what to do "I don't know what to say john, that's beautiful but.." he interrupts her and says "we should go home" he's clearly in tears right now.. They go to the car and he drops her off home without looking to each other or sharing a single word, his tears are shining in his eyes and hers are too, but they both have nothing to say.. He goes back home from a night which thought and seemed to be the best night of his life, turns out to be the worst.. He gets to bed and cries with grief sticking his head into the pillow screaming but still silent he could feel his heart getting ripped out of his chest his tears are like floods of the Nile he can't stop crying and why would he want to since he got nothing now?.....