timing

The End

Elsa returns home with her mind full of thoughts and questions, her heart full of emotions sadness and grief she's asking herself what just happened what has she done, could she possibly done any harm to him? She doesn't know, she certainly hopes not.. She gets to bed shocked and can't close her eyes as her mind and heart refuse to do so.. She decides to call John just to check up on him she calls many times but he never answered she just assumed he went to sleep leaving her alone drowning in her thoughts and feelings.. After a few hours of deep thinking she decides to tell him she loves him, yeah she does, she didn't want to tell him so because she thought it's not the right time concerning his health and stuff, she felt she's not ready for it, she thought that it was better to stay as they are.. She decides to send him a text she sends one asking if he's awake but he doesn't answer she waits and waits and he doesn't answer she gets worried about him.. She manages to get herself to sleep telling herself that there's nothing to worry about and so she goes to sleep..
            Waking up to her parents' voice panicking and frightened telling her to get up instantly as they gotta go to the hospital "what is it mom?" she asks worried "it's john" her mom says "what? What are you saying? What's with John? What's wrong mom what happened" Elsa says losing it now, "I don't know we just have to go his father says it's serious".. They get in the car quickly and go to the hospital they arrive there and see his parents sitting with their faces as pale as it could get as if life was taken away from them she rushes to them and asks "what happened? Where is he?", "he's in there with the doctors we haven't got the chance to talk to anyone he fainted, he never fainted before in this situation" his mother replied, Elsa sits down tears coming down on her face she doesn't even bother wiping it no wonder she's blaming herself for this now, she just hopes it all turns out to be okay.. They wait for about an hour until the doctor comes out finally with the news, John's dad was the first one to talk to him he returns from the doctor with a terrible horrifying face hardly walking he bends his head on the wall and says "He's gone" they all burst out crying now it's a disaster, how miserable this could be how can this get worse now no one predicted this, poor john.. Elsa crying her eyes out rushes into the room pushing doctors away shouting for John "JOHNNN JOHNNN!!! ANSWER ME!!! I KNOW YOU'RE THERE! DON'T LEAVE ME DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE ME!!" saying these words she cruises into the room to have a final look at his cold white pale dead face holding his face kissing his hand shouting for him to look at her one more time but no, no miracles for them today, he's gone for good......
      

Just imagine if Elsa have been a couple of hours early to tell John she loves him too, would she blame herself for his death? Would she be as miserable a she is now? This is what my story all goes around my friends, TIMING.. We get busy thinking about the write time to do things we drown into our fears we lose our way we get late.. We lose our chance in changing our lives 180 degrees.. Timing is critical, don't wait, you only live once, if you feel something you gotta say it instantly fear nothing, anyone could be in Elsa's place, she didn't say what she felt and that is what she got.. No one wants that.. Timing can make our life a piece of heaven or a living hell.. Don't waste more opportunities, as you might not get them again..