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BTS: Irreplaceable (Kim Taehyung)

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Kim Taehyung x Reader Angst 

Word Count: 1262 words

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It is hard to give up the person you love. Words can not describe the feeling of losing someone you love so dearly. My story has ended but his lives on even without me. No matter how bad it hurts now the pain will fade away. The ice will melt and become a beautiful spring day. I wish I could be there for him in his time of need. I wish I could hold him just one last time. I wish to be forgotten for the sake of his happiness yet I still want him to remember me till the day he dies.  Let's go back to when our story begins. I was in the 1st grade and he was in the 2nd grade.

*Flashback*

*Your POV*

"Honey get down here the neighbors are here to see us." My mother yelled from the bottom of the stairs. I set down the toys I was playing with and ran down the stairs. It was our first day living in our brand new house. I was supposed to be unpacking but my mind had different plans. I finally make it down the stairs to see an adult woman with two boys and a small baby sitting next to her. One of the boys seemed so uninterested and asked to go play with his friends. The other looked shy but goofy at the same time. 

"Nice to meet you" I walked up to the shy boy and held out a hand. He looked about my age so I thought we could be friends. The boy smiled and shook my hand "I'm Y/N by the way" 

"I'm Taehyung, but you can call me Tae," Tae said. I smile at his nickname, I thought it was a cute name. Our mothers told us to play upstairs and it seemed like Tae's brother had already found an escape.

"So this is my room" I showed off my room with great pride. I was an only child so I got the biggest room. "It's not fully unpacked so we will have to make do with what I have taken out" without a second of hesitation from Tae he was already on the ground playing with one of the dolls. We played like this for hours. 

We made a packed at the end of every school day Tae would walk me home and play with me for a while. That's when our friendship started to bloom. We were so close there was no separating us. If one was there then the other was there too. Around 13 I started to develop a major crush on Tae but kept it a secret. I would let no one know. I always supported him when it came to girls he likes. I would never ruin his chance with the girl of his dreams, even if that meant I had to suffer. 

One girl that made me feel like my heart was being ripped out was Ji-woo. She was so pretty, kind, and overall better than me in every possible way. He loved her. She loved him. He asked me to become her friend so that he could sit with her. I did my best, I would never try to disappoint Tae. His plan worked. It worked so well that they were friends for 3 years. Those were the worst three years of my life. I blocked out the stabbing feeling in my heart by distancing myself. I would work myself to my limit and further. Whatever pushed the image of the kissing and laughing. He left me for her.

When I was 16 they broke up. Tae heart shattered when she told him it wasn't going to work out. He cried on my shoulder for a month. In that time the bond that we once had came back. I was so happy, maybe the happiest I have ever been. 

When we turned 18 both of us moved to Seoul together. We bought a shared apartment. I knew that before we did that I had to get something off my chest.

"Tae..." I stopped him. My heart was pounding so hard. My one true friend, My one true love was standing in front of me waiting for me to confess my feelings. I was frozen in fear. Thoughts swarmed my head. What if he didn't want me? What if he rejects me and things go back to how they were? What would I do?"

"Y/N... are you okay?" He asked waving his hand in front of my face. 

"Yeah I'm fine I just wanted to say... I love you and you don't have to reply now I hope this doesn't make things weird please don't make things weird you know what forget what I just said okay?" I said everything so fast that I was having to catch my breath afterward. He smiled at me and right there my heart stopped. I thought he was going to reject me and I was prepared to run off.

"I thought you would never confess. I have been thinking if I should do it or not? I decided I would wait for you." He said smiling even bigger. He leaned down and planted a soft kiss on my lips. At that moment I felt my world stop.  "Now let's go and get settled into our humble abode." I laughed at his weird British accent and we walked inside"

*Time Skip- about 5 years*

"Where are you taking me!" I laughed as I walked for what felt like at least 10 minutes with Tae's hands over my eyes.

"We're HERE!" He yelled as he unveiled a gazebo covered in lights and inside there was a table with food and wine all prepared. 

"This is nice. Gosh, how did I get such a good boyfriend?" I say as we sit down. He looked really nervous at my statement. My stomach dropped. This wasn't an I love you date this was a farewell date.  His group had been getting more popular as years went on what if he didn't like me anymore? What if he found someone more pretty? My thoughts were cut off by him clearing his throat and getting on the ground on one knee. My heart stopped right there and I started to cry realizing what he was doing.  This was a proposal!

"Y/N will you make me the happiest man alive and be my one and only forever till death do us part?" Without any hesitation, I jumped into his arms "YES!!" I scream overcomed with so much joy.

*Time Skip- 1 year later*

"You have stage 3 lung cancer," The doctor said. I drop my glass of water.

"I'm so sorry! Please let me help you clean that up." I said getting up quickly trying to hold back the tears that had started to cascade down my face at this point. The doctor noticed this and she said " Mrs. Kim please calm down, take a moment to process this information. Don't worry about the mess." She eyes that were filled with sympathy. 

"How long?" I said placing my head into my hands running my fingers through my hair. Taehyung uses to do this to me when I would have a break down when we were younger. 

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So there is going to be a part 2 to this so stay tuned for that. It should be coming out soon. I hope you enjoyed this first part so far.

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