Married to a handsome asshole

His pain

Author's note😊😊😊😊
(We have seen what jiya is feeling in previous chapter but we didn't discuss much about aryan's feeling, his pain and all so this chapter I am going to bring his feelings in light.)

Aryan leaves the room in anger and goes to his usual place The heritage to drink.

Aryan "'  bartender, one Whisky
                 One more
                  One more

Aryan keeps drinking....... For hours

Bartender " sorry sir,  I can't serve you more because you are really drunk "

Aryan " sooo what ( in anger),  it's my body so... why do you care ? I will do whatever I wish  ,so just keep your mouth shut and serve me drink.

Bartender " sorry sir,  please understand .The bar is already closed for today so please leave "

Aryan " how dare you to say no to meeeee..
And he tries to grab his collar but he stumbles and fells.

Someone comes calling his name out

Raj " aryannnn,  buddy why did you drink this much again. "

Aryan " chi... mmm... iii,  chimmi (stammering) my one and only friend (hugs him ...no actually jumps on him)

Raj. "Ohh ...man, easy (Raj stumbles little because aryan suddenly jumps on him)

Aryan " chimmy, do ....you ....care for mmm....eeee?"

Raj " do you really have to ask this? "

Aryan" why , Ha? Why.. When my father( pause). my.....own father never cared about meeee then .....why you?"

Raj " aryan,  relax let's get you back home. "

Aryan "home?  What home?  Whose home?

Raj " Your's ...off course. "

Aryan " do you call that home? ( tears start flowing)  you know buddy I don't have any one to call home.  "

Raj sighs

Aryan starts crying loud like a baby and salive starts coming from his mouth.(gross I know but kindda cute just like a little kid)
Raj" Ohh god, Aryan why do you always do this after drinking. "

Aryan" you know chimmi,  I only had mom . She was my home ( aryan hugs Raj really tight that he can't breath)

Raj " aryan, you are chocking me"

Aryan" soooo.... rrry,  " and leaves him then he grabs Raj's collar and ask him"""" whyyy  Raj.... why did mom leave me?  Whyyy? 

Raj pats aryan's shoulder

Aryan " my dad never wanted me. He once said that I am  a mistake ." that house is not my home and I don't want to go there, please don't take me there ( begging like lost kitten)

Raj " stupid(smiling),  let's go to my home" now be a good boy and get up."
 
Raj helps aryan to get up and put him in  the car.

Raj went in deep sleep and  murmur  "Maa,  Maa come back maa( tears are flowing from his eyes unknowingly)

Aryan is seeing a dream or you could say that it is some part of his memory with his mom (A boy is inside a dark cupboard and it is locked from outside . The boy is crying and begging" dad, I am sorry please get me out from here. Dad I won't do this again,  I am afraid  dad . "In sleep aryan murmur these words "sorry dad "  the boy keep banging the Door but no one opens it. Then someone calls his name from outside "Aruu,. The boys cries and says "Maa, Maa I am here Maa,  I am afraid Maa. It's dark inside.  The voice replies"aruu, everything is fine beta.  You are my brave baccha( crying). The boy says" mama, don't leave me here alone "
The voice  replies " mama is going nowhere Aruu. Ok mama is sitting outside and mama will sing Aruu's favourite song, so that Aruu don't get afraid " the boys says " promise mama? "
The lady says "  yes Baccha,  now close your eyes and go to sleep"and she start singing Lori

Lori.. Lori... Lori
chandaniya....chup Jana re
Chan bhar ko luk jaana re)
Aryan starts smiling in sleep. And went in a deep sleep