Chapter 8: Becoming You

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BamBam has been acting like a baby, making me help him out while he's dealing with my period. Almost every morning I fulfill his cravings or help him take anti crams meds.
But something about him was starting to make me feel the need to be around him. I always wanted to see what he was doing at my house or if he needed me for anything.
Never have I ever been so concern over anyone besides my uncle, especially a guy.

I sat alone in BamBams room practicing his rap lines I still can't get. The show is next week and I feel unprepared. No matter how many hours I spend in dance practice with Yugyeom oppa I still only got down the basic steps.
**Knock, knock**

"Y/n? May I come in?" Jaebum ask from the other side of the door.
He came in and sat next to me on the bed. JB of course was really concern for BamBam and I and as I learned earlier he's the leader so of course he wants me to do well.

"I feel like I haven't really got to know you yet, after all your living with us and inside my best friends body. So y/n what do you think of Bam's?"  Jb asked in such a calm tone making me feel trustful.

Honestly I don't know how I feel about BamBam at first I didn't care much about him nor his needs. However living in his body for a few weeks now has drawn me to understand him and care about him a lot. Everything is such a blur and I don't understand if me wanting to be around BamBam means something. The fact that BamBam and I spend hours on the phone talking is so unusual for me...

"He's okay I guess.. still learning how to be a boy."
Jaebum giggles of the thought of me making BamBam look so feminine. Often I find myself thinking what will happen to us or everything after we swap back; will everything change? And we forget of each other..

"Just focus on this performance okay kiddo, I promise by then you guys will switch back. For now don't stress to much it's not good for your health."
Jaebum said walking towards the door, what a dad of him to say nice things to me.. little does he know the way to switch back isn't appropriate.

"Um.. we already know how to switch back. We just trying to find another method."
*turns quickly raising a brow*

"What! Just switch back then what are you guys waiting for? Instead of stressing.."

"Look! To switch back we need to fall in love with each other and have sex! I'm to young to loose my virginity at 17 with a kpop idol who will probably forget about me."
Jaebum's eyes widen as he covered his mouth in shock. What else was I suppose to say that we have no answer and we are hopeless. Jackson, BamBam and I have been doing tunes of research to find another way but nothing is making sense. The only answer we got is Jackson grandmas solution.

**Magical time skip performance **

"Just hold my hand pabo! Act natural I rather have people question if your my girlfriend then have my reputation as a idol go to hell."
"Jeez! God forbid that the famous BamBam looks bad on stage! While y/n is screwed stressing about this performance and fucking up my privacy. But screw me right!"

**let go of his hand and storm off to the dressing room with the guys**
One thing I hate the most of him is his selfishness this entire time I'm trying my very best to not ruin his career. In fact he doesn't care about my privacy, people found out that I'm with him all the time so in public BamBam gets stopped in my body with a bunch of questions.
No way on earth will I ever fall in love with him..

Sat on my chair and let the makeup artist do there job while I focus on not messing up instead of thinking about BamBam.

"Bam's what did you do to her now she looks upset?" Jinyoung asked while standing in front of him in the dressing room.

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