Emotions & Diary Entrees

hmmmm 4/7/19

I should make this into my daily diary. So leggo

First entry. 

I feel utterly horrible and shit. I keep buying things to make me happy but even that ain't working anymore.

I don't feel like going out anywhere nor to class. I do tho only cause my parents are paying 60k for tuition.

I'm just always tired. But to make my mind focus on something else rather than my health I make myself so busy with things I need to do.

I don't feel like talking 

I don't feel like smiling 

Even tho I do cause I don't want people to ask me if I'm ok. I don' t want them to worry about me I don't want to be someone else's burden. 

I'll try harder I promise.