you can take everything I have..
you can break everything I am..
like a made of glass...
Naalimpungatan ako sa pagring ng cellphone ko then I chacked the clock beside my bed
"5am?!" Nasabi ko nalang sa sarili ko habang patuloy pa'rin sa pagriring ang phone ko at naisipan kong sagutin ito
bumungad ang pangalan ng taong espesyal sa'kin
"Jash Adriel--Calling"
Agad agad ko itong sinagot with my morning voice at nagulat ako sa bungad niya sa'kin
"Alice, ang sakit sakit" his voice was broke
"Ha? Why? What happened?" Bigla akong nagising sa narinig ko
"Can we meet now?" sabi niya habang patuloy pa'rin sa paghagulgol
Sakto namang nagjo-jogging ako ng gan'tong oras at dumidiretso sa isang 24/7 coffee shop sa tabi ng 7/11
"Sure. I know a place, see you." at sinabi ko sakanya kung saan
I changed my clothes, I wear my running shoes then I hurriedly go to the place
I was absorbing the morning ambiance in front of the coffee chop while stretching my body, then there, I saw a sobbing, drowned in pain man. my Jashel. Oh scratch that, he wasn't mine, I'm just delusional
He went near me, then hugged me tightly
"Alice, alice. Wala na siya, lumayo na siya" bigla namang sabi niya habang umiiyak sa balikat ko
"Ha? Anong sinasabi mo? Halika nga muna sa loob" Bumitaw ako sa pagkakayakap niya at inaya siyang pumasok sa loob
"Here." Inabot ko sakanya ang aking panyo.
"I hope I'll be able to ease the pain that you've been feeling now, tahan na" I told him right at the moment na pagkaupo namin, um-order ako ng coffee para naman kahit papano pampalubag
"Lice, you know, i love her. I really do" he told me between his tears
"I know Jash, I witnessed how you love her" and then I took a sip of my coffee
"She left." Nanlulumong banggit niya at patuloy pa'rin ang pag agos ng luha sakanyang pisngi
"I'ts obvious Jash, she left you" I staright forwardly told him then i tapped his shoulder
"Hindi ko alam, hindi ko alam kung bakit? Paano? Anong dahilan?" Punung-puno ng pait na pagtatanong niya
"Hindi natin alam.Wala ba siyang sinabi?" I curiously asked him about it
"Wala. She said nothing, yun nalang.Nagpaalam na siya" lumung-lumong sabi niya
I gave him a fading smile
"Alice, she's my everything. I love her more than you could ever imagine" sabi niya habang nakayuko
"and now, I've lost her"
"Jash..you have me, your family, friends" I said while holding his hands cheering him up
He looked at me then gave me a slight smile, I gave him my sweetest comforting smile as I felt my heart beating so fast while feeling the raise of the sunrise passing through the windows
If you're wondering about it. Yes!
I love him. I love him more than a friend.
That girl She was his girlfriend, I witnessed how he court her, how he dreamt of her, what are his surprises for her, what are his plans and I also know how...How much Jash loves her.
at nandito nanaman ako, sa tuwing nasasaktan siya.Ako ang nandito
Sa tuwing may problema siya.Ako ang nandito
Oh well..that's what friends are for..Being with him at his worst.
but not being able to have him...
