"All limitations are self-imposed".
Preesha's new start to life may have been a good or bad thing. New friends, drama, flings, past discoveries and more...
On a peaceful night in Atlanta actually my first night back in Atlanta since I was a little girl. I can't lie I've missed being home since the incident in which caused my dad and I to move to Minnesota with my fathers family. But it's gone be a weird and rocky road being back.
Not knowing why my dad had moved us back to our original home town Atlanta. Things began to really agitate my soul that he wouldn't tell me why we moved back.
"How's everything?", my father asked with a subtle tone Leaning in my doorway watching me unpack.
Knowing how pissed off I was at my dad for moving us back here not because I didn't wanna be back but because I had all my close family and friends back in Minnesota.
Yea we had family here as well one of them being my aunt Tabitha who was one of many siblings that my father had. But that doesn't dismiss the fact that I have to rebuild my whole life again.
I hated making friends and meeting new people and not remembering anyone from here scared me. "I'm fine, I just wish you would tell me why dad, like why did we have to come back here, why?" getting me all tight and shit.
"I told you why we moved back Preesha I missed being home and plus I got my old job back", he said.
"I miss her too dad", now knowing why he wanted to move back by the way he said 'he missed home' he really meant he missed mom.
I stopped unpacking to sit down as he sat down beside me. "Being home makes me feel like I'm with her again Preesha I just can't stop thinking about her I'm sorry I've put you through so much since she's been killed", with a confused look on his face as if he had made a mistake moving us back because of me not wanting to start over again.
"I know dad and I'm not mad I just wish you would've told me before and I forgive u for all the things we've been through it wasn't your fault but I still forgive you", hugging him tightly trying to control my emotions.
"I got you something", he said letting go of the tight squeeze that I had him in. "What is it", doing a lil dancey dance. He pulled out a box that was wrapped up in wrapping paper "happy early birthday", he said with a smirk on his face. With no hesitation I snatched the box full of excitement and started unwrapping it.
"Brand new not used like your old one, that's why I took it away to switch everything to this new phone" he said with a big smile although my dad gets good income we can't always afford everything like everyone else.
"Thanks dad", giving him another tight squeeze. "Finish unpacking what u can tonight then finish in the morning", he said leaving my room with a huge smile knowing that he had made me happy.
Me getting distracted with my new iPhone 12 I stopped packing and eventually fell asleep.
Ok nows the introduction: My name is Preesha Marie Carter, I'm a 18 year old teen standing at the height of 5'5" I'm chocolate 🤤, with evenly toned skin and the color of beautiful dark brown eyes and nice curly hair I'm very shy with a bad attitude which can be very unattractive at times and I can get disrespectful at times but as long as a bitch stay humble I'm humble she bark ?? I bite period .
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________________________________ Two days later: Walking the halls of my new school trying to find period 1, I finally found room 220 4 minutes after the bell had already rang, thats when a big ass flow of nervousness hit.
I lightly tapped on the light colored wooden door. Knowing that I'm nervous as fuck. A red head tall woman opens the door with a big smile
"U must be the new student I've been expecting?" the teacher said. "Yes", With my nervous ass. "My name is Mrs. Wilson and your name is Pursha? If I'm correct", she says confidently. I chuckled lightly " it's Preesha actually", thinking to myself how the fuck she get my name wrong but I ain't wanna offend her with my 'Attitude ways' as my dad says.
"Oh my apologies", she says as she starts walking with me following behind her "Here is your assigned seat."
As I to sat down, I look around to notice that I'm sitting next to some rowdy ass students.
"Wassup shorty", says a fine ass dark skin boy with tattoos covering his neck fine ass brown eyes and a orange hoodie that seems to compliment his skin. BOYYYYYYY IS HE FINE🤭
"Hi", trying not to make eye contact knowing that'll make me seem more nervous than I already am on my first day. ________________________________ After 3rd period I was walking into the lunchroom not know where to sit or who to sit by, I had finally spotted an empty table to sit at. I started eating my lunch when I heard a familiar voice "Ay come sit wit us yeen gotta sit by ya self", the guy from first period said.
"Nah I'm good thanks for offering tho",
"I ain't ask did I?? Bring yo ass over here girl", he said laughing
I got up and slowly made my way over to a table full of new faces. One seemed to have an attitude with me as we were all getting to know each other I had to see what was up wit pooh.
"I ain't even trynna start shit my first day buh um do we got a problem or sum on my face cause u giving me the stank face" I started laughing a lil bit but lord knows wasn't shit funny.
"She always got a attitude wit somebody new she don't get along wit newcomers" said a pretty light skin girl with some bomb ass colored bundles. I laughed and continued eating "oh my name is laysia by the way what's ya name we never exchanged names" said the girl who warned me earlier.
"My name is Preesha"
Everyone else began to tell me their names but the guy from first period.
After lunch I walked to 4th period and sat in the back when laysia came up to me
"Ooouu girl u got this class yass finally a coo ass mf in this class damn all these annoying ass lil bitches and dumb ass niggas in this class." All I could do was laugh cause she was dead funny.
Later after the final bell had rang for school I arrived home with my dad then after that we had dinner and called it a day.
