Number Five x reader Imagines

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I had a part two ready on my old book that got deleted so I'll remake it :(
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You're both 18
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Y/n's pov

I can't believe after five years he has finally returned. All I wanted to do was hug him and kiss him and tell him how much I missed him but I couldn't. Not after what happened.

"hey" I said to five, after everyone had left the room "I missed you"

"well, y/n I came back to see my family. You don't mean anything to me  anymore. I hope you realise that"

The words hit me hard.

"but-"

"you think I can forgive you? After what you did, y/n, you make me sick." five said, scrunching up his eyebrows in disgust.

"What I did was wrong. I know, but I want to put that all behind us and move on. I still haven't told anyone about us, well, what we used to be" I looked down at my feet as I played with my hands

"y/n, I don't care. I'm over you now, why can't you move on"

"don't you think I fucking tried!" I cried.

"what's going on out here" Klaus laughed as he strolled in to the kitchen "I could here you from the other side of the house, calm down guys!" he laughed "but seriously, what's going on?"

"Nothing, I just need to speak to y/n" five spoke, grabbing my wrist and taking me up to his room

He say down on his bed whilst I paced around his room.

"I always thought that if you came back we could at least be friends" I said "you have no fucking idea how hard it has been"

"who says we can't be friends?" five said, taking off his shoes

"by the way you talked to me downstairs it sounded like you don't want anything to do with me anymore! I always thought you would change but you're still an ignorant asshole!" I screamed

"says you" he scoffed "you do not understand how hard I cried, The nights I didn't sleep, the times I got drunk and all I wanted to do was forget. I wanted to forget you and how you made me feel. I wanted to forget how much I loved you and I hate you for that. So don't you ever say you had it worse, y/n."

I was speechless. I could feel the tears threatening to spill out and I tried my hardest to hold it back, to act strong infront of him

"I still love you" I whispered, so quiet he almost didn't hear me

"Tough. I'm over you."

He noticed the tears slowly filling my eyes and he stood up and pulled me close in to a hug.

"don't cry" he whispered "You know I didn't mean all of that"

"But it's true" I cried in to his chest as his warm arms held me against him

Five's hugs were like a drug to me, you have one and as soon as it ends you want another and another. They were so warm and comforting after I had a bad day or I was sad.

"I meant what I said though, that i-i love you" I whispered

He kissed my forehead and I smiled

"You got me" he smiled "I lied about getting over you, y/n. There's just something about you that I will never get over"

He took a deep breathe, as if he was preparing for what he was about to say. A single tear rolled down his face before he whispered

"but why did you cheat on me with Diego?"

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I know this wasn't the same as what I originally did but it's still very similar ❤

Have a good day guys