Lost with time

Cha9:i was late

(Toms pov)
I was walking to the bathroom whe I tripped and out came a kitchen knife from tords side pocket.
Blood was on it.
I could only imagine what he had done, probably to himself...
I put it back in and as soon As I did that I heard a scream from the boys bathroom...
I got up and starting running to the bathroom.
someone was struggling in there.
I peaked my head in.
"T-
I heard him say staring right at me while being choked on the bathroom wall by Matt.
I froze.
I then ran to Matt hesitating slightly but pushing him off of tord.
Tord came falling onto me.
I caught him but he was really weak, he kept trying to pull himself up.
"Hey, calm down!your okay now!"
I whisper yelled.
Matt,Paul,and patryk then ran.
It's something from our past that makes them afraid of me.
That makes the whole school afraid of me.
Tord obviously wasn't told about what I had done though..
Tord fell limp on me
I carried him and his bag out of the school to my bike.
I then rode us to the stream.
I laid him down next to me and watched the birds and the stream live freely!
Something we could never do.
Bound to a power with no choice.
I decided to fast forward time a little bit.
All I did in that hole hour was stare at the stream.
I am a really weird person...
Tord then started waking up holding his throat in pain and agony.
"You okay!?"
I whisper yelled.
"It h-hurts!"
He cried.
"Hey calm down it's okay!"
I said.
I don't know why but I felt really bad for him.
Even though I usually don't...for others.
Out of no where he pulled me into an embrace and said,"I'm so sorry for yelling at you yesterday!"
He hugged me a little tighter.
"Hey it's okay!i was being rude!just calm down and rest..."
I said.
I don't understand how I was being so nice!this isn't like me!
He's...changing me completely!
But i can never show him my weak side of me...
Never..