The first time [Sterek]

| Aren't we too close? |

So Derek and I were alone in the loft.
He had to protect me, none of us "humans" could stay alone. I was with Derek, Lydia was with Ethan, Mason and Liam. Peter, Malia, Scott and Deucalion were at the old house of Derek's family, while Theo and Isaac were at school with Alison's father. Lydia and I couldn't stay together anymore ...
We were all waiting for the creature.
Many people had disappeared in Beacon Hills in recent weeks.
The bodies were found impaled on the trees of the reserve.
No one knew who, nobody knew or had seen how and nobody knew when.
The sheriff, my father, was just waiting for the next chilling call. He always hoped for theft or an act of vandalism, and instead, here is another person scared to death calling. Once, two kids had called, that traumatized by the fact, were still hospitalized and weren't speaking.
While I had all these thoughts, Derek was fiddling with the phone ...
Derek: "I haven't heard Scott in a while, he doesn't answer the phone. I think I'll join him at the house in the reserve"
Stiles: "He might not have a signal, try Peter"
Derek: "It would be better to check in person"
Stiles: "Derek, you can't leave me alone ..."
Derek: "I'll be right back and the door is still solid and the windows are closed."
Stiles: "Derek No! Listen, you have claws and you know how to fight, I only have sarcasm and I can't make that freakin' creature die of laughs".
Derek: "Ok, ok, I'll stay then, I'll try with Liam"
Maybe I had overreacted, but he couldn't leave me alone. I had no way to defend myself and my bat couldn't always solve all the problems.We did not know well who this creature was, or rather what it was, no one had any idea and in the bestiary of the Argent, we had not yet found anything. We only knew that people were disappearing, two weeks went by, and they reappeared impaled to the trees of the reserve, pale, completely bled and with the body full of bites, which the coroner had called "Animals".
He wasn't taking the werewolves: once he had taken Isaac, we had found him unconscious, frozen, but alive in the reserve at the foot of the Nemeton. As always Lydia had brought us to him, and fortunately, just in time. Mason had seen it, from what he said he looked human, but he wasn't sure, he had run away.
Derek: "Got this, nobody showed up yet"
Stiles: "Oh, good"
[Moment of silence]
It was always like that with Derek, there wasn't much talk and he always had a deep and serious expression. It was not the first time we were alone, I knew him by now and I was no longer afraid of him as at the beginning. For some time, however, when I was with him, near him, when we were doing things together, I always had a strange feeling. I wasn't afraid, I felt protected and I was fine. But I felt a weight on my chest and a deep emptiness in my stomach. The breath always weighed on me a little, as if I had no air, but I had no difficulty breathing, on the contrary, that heavy breathing made me go almost in revolutions: I felt lighter as if I could fly.
We had also saved each other's lives and more than once, maybe a special bond had been created ... but maybe there wasn't just this ... even with Scott there was a special bond, but it wasn't like that. I was always excited when he was looking at me in the eyes, with those green, pure and deep eyes. The same feeling when, when you are small, you are shy and everyone looks at you, they look for you and ask you questions.For his part, he too posed differently to me than with the others. It was, how to say, insecure, closed, with me and being with him alone was always like the first time. This was him, he was looking for me sometimes and staring at me for a long time, then when I were looking at him back and we always turning away. It was as if he wanted to avoid me, like when you want to avoid someone with whom you have something pending and you don't want to talk about it. However he was always a Hale, and although we had known them for a long time now, Scott and I had the feeling that there was always an air of mystery around them. When you expected to know them well, you found something else.
I turned towards him for a moment and my thinking was interrupted by his gaze fixed on me. I don't know how long he was looking at me, I had only realized in that moment. He, as usual, turned his gaze to the ground.
At one point he broke the silence: "Stiles, why don't we take advantage of this time to teach you something? It's almost dawn, I don't think the creature will be released today"
Stiles: "In which sense?"
Derek: "Well, knowing how to fight is not part of the bite package, I would like to teach you just the basics to defend yourself, I mean it will happen that you will remain alone."
Stiles: "Yes you are right, it seems like a good way to pass the time"
Derek: "Let's go then, come here"
He was right, I would have been alone sooner or later.
Joined him. He beckoned me to stand in front of him giving him his back. Having done that, at a certain point I had a gasp. From behind he leaned against me. Meanwhile, he wrapped his large and muscular arms around me. Our bodies were in close contact. He took me gently by the wrists and showed me how to move, how to pose, what blows to unleash and how to dodge hits of the enemy. I felt strange, after a while I was lost, I only felt his body against mine, it was as if he was holding me against him, I could feel his muscles, under the light tank top he was wearing. I was feeling the warm of his body warming mine, cold. My heart was beating fast and I was able to hear only that, I wasn't following his words anymore and my breath was struggling. What was happening to me ... I had cold sweats ... A discharge, a shiver on my back, gave me goosebumps. Every part of him leaning against me, from the pectorals to the abdominals, from the groin to the thigh. At one point I felt a strange sensation, I was excited and suddenly, between heavy breathing and the other I sighed deeply that called Derek's attention."Stiles all right?" He asked in a soft and calm voice.His words had hit me like a punch in the stomach. I turned my head slightly, while we were still, still in that position, a little perhaps ambiguous.Resting the back of his head on his shoulder I met his serious and deep gaze. Strangely this time he did not look away, but instead he returned my gaze.
An unconvinced "Yes" hissed in response from deep my throat. There was something unknown. We stared at one another for too long. His green eyes shone, they were really deep, he didn't look away, and ... he seemed to be looking inside me. Our faces were very close. I could feel his breathing increasing, I was stuck, I couldn't move. The little Stiles, beneath him, was awake and throbbing, he was thick with trousers and formed a clearly visible hill. My lips were slightly open, leaving a small chink between my lips. We were very close, his lips were very close to mine. It seemed to be getting closer and closer, I didn't think, I had nothing in my head, I was getting carried away by my body, by my feelings. I closed my eyes and moved forward slightly too.

I held the breath and ...

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