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How to fix something that's already broken? How to go back in time? Just...How?

People, I wish I could explain what happens in my head, but now I'm a mess, now I'm drowning in my "problems".

Nothing seems like before, nothing feels like before, it's not like before. But, Can I do something? Probably just standing here watching the fake representation of myself trying to be happy with that, even if it is not true.

Maybe one day I'll wake up, one day my mind (not just my body) will wake up.
Thill then, I'm waiting...